Thanksgiving
Happy Thanksgiving, everyone! I hope everyone had a blast!!!
Today, I didn't expect much of a Thanksgiving... it turned out to be somewhat of one.... more of just nieghbors running around and the liek... of course none of us ate together (as usual)... no family showed up but most live farther away and I couldn't go anywhere *shrugs* b/c of work.
I did stop by my sister's, Brandy... sat around for an hour or two, contacts were bothering me really bad so I came home...
Drove by my other sister's, Angie and my three nephews... I couldn't bring myself to stop. It hurts. It's been three years or something since I've seen them. I feel really bad but we've grown apart, and my dad doesn't help much being the asshold that he is. He's the reason they don't come here anymore, and I know it hurts Angie as much as it hurts me. I do miss seeing them... I wouldn't know where to start back up.
Yes, I'm scared. I'm scared it's been so long I wouldn't know what to do. So so much has changed, I feel as if they wouldn't accept me. I know some members go longer than 3years, but its still a long time. I beleive it all goes abck to when my grandmother passed away... since then none of us really communicate liek we should... guess it's just a part of life that we must accept.
Have a GREAT Black Friday... I'm going to bed now so I can work at 5am!
Today, I didn't expect much of a Thanksgiving... it turned out to be somewhat of one.... more of just nieghbors running around and the liek... of course none of us ate together (as usual)... no family showed up but most live farther away and I couldn't go anywhere *shrugs* b/c of work.
I did stop by my sister's, Brandy... sat around for an hour or two, contacts were bothering me really bad so I came home...
Drove by my other sister's, Angie and my three nephews... I couldn't bring myself to stop. It hurts. It's been three years or something since I've seen them. I feel really bad but we've grown apart, and my dad doesn't help much being the asshold that he is. He's the reason they don't come here anymore, and I know it hurts Angie as much as it hurts me. I do miss seeing them... I wouldn't know where to start back up.
Yes, I'm scared. I'm scared it's been so long I wouldn't know what to do. So so much has changed, I feel as if they wouldn't accept me. I know some members go longer than 3years, but its still a long time. I beleive it all goes abck to when my grandmother passed away... since then none of us really communicate liek we should... guess it's just a part of life that we must accept.
Have a GREAT Black Friday... I'm going to bed now so I can work at 5am!