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[blended_angel]

well i arrived home yesterday afternoon, from a not very exciting holiday at my fathers.
basically this is what happened
arrived
watched videos/dvds and went to the movies
spent some money
babysat my cousin at my nanas
got sick
threw up
babysat my cousin again this time at my dads place
watched more dvds
decided empire records is one of my most fave movies of all time.
packed
came home.

its funny. i got so worked up about going to dads and what i would tell him if he bad mouthed mum, that when i got there it didnt matter any more.
something inside of me changed. i dont need him any more. i dont need his aproval on anything. i dont even need to see him and i know that im going to be ok.
im relieved and im happy.

god i really need a boi friend