hi
Ive been hiding from the world but its only because I have tons of stuff that needs to be done....and tons of stuff I need to purge out of me...and tons of stuff that I just want to do...im still trying to figure out a way I can be excused from the task of sleeping ..hmm but I do like sleep its dreamy and lovely...
:)
Here is a poem, its really kind of dark although I'm not dark for the most part. I just sound dark sometimes because I feeeeeel so I must express...im am getting better at not being so hard on myself...it feels good like removing bondages and inserting shine...which I hope reflects out to the dark spots...because who wants to be in a dark place....its very tempting I know but it is never growth for very long ...you learn where it leads then your done with it ...I feel as if I go through things then im done with them on to the next life..fairly quickly. I keep what is good and leave what is not beneficial to me...which means if I let that get to me then I will not be good for you ...people are soooo odd sometimes so proud, so much attitude....but there is also the sweet beautiful ones . The sincerity is what I love ...the enlightened ones that see things differently, the people who love and shine... because they just are beautiful from the core...I know it sounds like im saying some people are shinier than others but I think it just means the some people do have bad intentions you know...I can feel it when people do so what am I supposed to think??? oh that person is sincere and beautiful and soulful NO!? I don't..okay here is the poem. :)....
wavelenghth
i AM A GAPING WOUND
WALKING AROUND FEELING
EVERY BREEZE EVERY VIBE LIKE
A HUMAN GAUGE
OF THE STATE OF BEING OF THE WORLD
THE GENERAL CONSENSUS
INTERLYING ELECTRICAL IMPULSES
BILLIONS AND BILLIONS
SYSTEMATICALY JUMPING FLYING TO
THEIR TARGETS
I FEEL THEM THIER EVERY EMOTION
EVERY THING THEY PAY MIND TO
EVERYTHING THEY IGNORE
EVEYTHING THEY FEAR
EVERYTHING THEY LOVE
THERE ARE NO SECRETS ANYMORE
WE ALL KNOW..DO WE NOT?
A GIRL ONCE TOLD ME
SHE WOULD RATHER HAVE SOMEONE TREAT HER BADLY
THAN BE ALONE
I REALIZED
JUST BECAUSE THE HIGHER WAVELENGHTHS
ARE OUT THERE
DOES NOT MEAN WE ALL PICK THEM UP
:)
Here is a poem, its really kind of dark although I'm not dark for the most part. I just sound dark sometimes because I feeeeeel so I must express...im am getting better at not being so hard on myself...it feels good like removing bondages and inserting shine...which I hope reflects out to the dark spots...because who wants to be in a dark place....its very tempting I know but it is never growth for very long ...you learn where it leads then your done with it ...I feel as if I go through things then im done with them on to the next life..fairly quickly. I keep what is good and leave what is not beneficial to me...which means if I let that get to me then I will not be good for you ...people are soooo odd sometimes so proud, so much attitude....but there is also the sweet beautiful ones . The sincerity is what I love ...the enlightened ones that see things differently, the people who love and shine... because they just are beautiful from the core...I know it sounds like im saying some people are shinier than others but I think it just means the some people do have bad intentions you know...I can feel it when people do so what am I supposed to think??? oh that person is sincere and beautiful and soulful NO!? I don't..okay here is the poem. :)....
wavelenghth
i AM A GAPING WOUND
WALKING AROUND FEELING
EVERY BREEZE EVERY VIBE LIKE
A HUMAN GAUGE
OF THE STATE OF BEING OF THE WORLD
THE GENERAL CONSENSUS
INTERLYING ELECTRICAL IMPULSES
BILLIONS AND BILLIONS
SYSTEMATICALY JUMPING FLYING TO
THEIR TARGETS
I FEEL THEM THIER EVERY EMOTION
EVERY THING THEY PAY MIND TO
EVERYTHING THEY IGNORE
EVEYTHING THEY FEAR
EVERYTHING THEY LOVE
THERE ARE NO SECRETS ANYMORE
WE ALL KNOW..DO WE NOT?
A GIRL ONCE TOLD ME
SHE WOULD RATHER HAVE SOMEONE TREAT HER BADLY
THAN BE ALONE
I REALIZED
JUST BECAUSE THE HIGHER WAVELENGHTHS
ARE OUT THERE
DOES NOT MEAN WE ALL PICK THEM UP