mlove

[bleiu]

You know it when you find that equalibrianism in your soul..your cosmic thread that you alone ride on...getting that truth ...when you feel as if you are at one with the universe..its like a natural drug ...powerful..This has been happening more than usual..and its for no other reason than my choice to catch the wavelenghth as hard as it can be sometimes ...like going from jumping off the cliff to flying off it....backed against a wall to sinking right through it to the other side....transcen-dance ...all I need being inside because its what knows...oh yea ....so I had these things that seemed impossible to deal with. Things that have nothing to do with being able to negotiate with a person..the computer is in charge ..black white issues, everything happens for a reason...acceptance of the right now.....then these things like miricles just manifested themselves ...like the very atoms rearranging themselves to fit what I needed to happen. I am awed sometimes by this though it happens regurlarly..That is why I am how I am. Even the computers black and white has no power against it. Sometimes knowing this energy is sketchy. I am not only physically responsible for me..the soulful and energy of the universe is another power that is all combined and it knows no limits ..but there is also the guidance that is like your higher knowing ..higher direction like some kind of ultra deep part of ourselves that is not meant to be tapped into in the physical but only in the transending of anything we now know but know that it is there to search for..deep tapping ... ..well layers are layers. The deeper I go the more self I pull out, ..
I going to do some yoga ...tea ...feeling loved by the universe.....its all in you go inside and see what vastness you find ......