Spring 2009 ficathon for annamollyisdead
Title: Friends, Booze and a Lesbian Fling
Author: daydreaminchic
Rating: PG-13
Fandom/Pairing: RPFS, Bleighton
Summary: Leighton is in love. With a woman. She doesn't like that feeling at all, but she still can't help it. She just might act on it.
Gift to annamollyisdead for the Spring 2009 Bleighton Ficathon
NA: I'm sorry it took so long to deliver. I did do my best, though! I hope it pleases everyone, specially my lovely giftee :) I did try to write something with Taylor and humor and the rest of the GG cast - I hope I suceeded.
I
She breathes in and out, because the love of her life is in front of her and she doesn't have a clue on how to react. Stretching her fingers and burying them on her palm right after, she moinstens her lips and enters the scenario where the shootage is taking place. A tall blonde turns to her and they fight - in that tv show they always do.
There's an extra edge in that moment, because they're also fighting in real life; she loves the actress she's working with and she can't tell anyone. People don't just come out and expect everything to be okay. At least, it's what she thinks. That's what matters; nobody else knows, so she doesn't have a second opinion on the matter.
She loves a woman and it doesn't feel fine. She'd rather love her PR fling and get engaged and get married and get divorced the next day, because she was drunk in Vegas and a guy dressed as Elvis Presley had celebrated the cerimony. It'd be easier and more practical. She's very practical. She also loves a woman and it's not pleased by that.
Her character is full of the shades she herself worked to giver her. The blonde's character is gorgeous and passionate and honest, and it always amazes her how in real life her love interest is much softer and free. They're good friends. She wants to take the taller woman to bed and fuck her brains off.
II
There's too much caffeine in her bloodstream and a lack of real spice in her life. She steps out of her trailer looking fabulous in a mini-dress. She'll party, drink and have a good time. Being in love doesn't mean crying over the one she can't have. Mourning is for the weak.
She's short and has long, brown hair that feels like silk under the blonde's fingers. She has a very nice pair of breasts - she doesn't have the same body as her co-star, but she's quite attractive herself. She knows it. She also used to be very secure before getting to know the blonde.
Her name is Leighton Meester, and she is not happy with this lesbian crush. She wants to go back to being heterosexual. That is not up to her, unfortunately, so she steps out of her trailer looking fabulous in a mini-dress, already somewhat drunk and stoned. She gets to the party, drawing everytone's attention - have I mentioned she's gorgeous?
There is her co-star with her boyfriend. What can possibly be more predictable than a PR romance? Plus, the boy is not half as good-looking as her. Oh, and those awful videos on youtube about their trip to Mexico, eating each other's face in public. Such a bad taste. Leighton grabs a drink and goes for it.
III
Leighton should've stayed home, because she can't even spell her own name properly right now. She's still looking drop-dead gorgeous, but she's very stoned and very drunk. Her co-star at some point went home, to have sweet sex with that ugly boy. Ugh. It gives her chills just to think about it.
Her co-star's name is Blake Lively and she should have chosen Leighton, not Penn. Leighton is so much better. Penn will never love Blake as much as Leighton will. It's not just a crush, for it's been hanging on too long and too strong. The brunette is breaking her own heart, and she knows it.
It all happens too fast - well, things do happen at an odd rhythm when you're so drunk you can barely walk. She and the other actors on the show decide to leave the party and end up somehow in someone's pool. It all ends up in bets and more weed and they turn every game in its strip version.
She does what she shouldn't have done. What she wouldn't have done. Somewhere between arriving, losing her dress in a poker bet and falling into the pool, she admits she is jealous of Blake. Which leads to admitting she wants to kiss the blonde, leading to wanting to ravish her. It all gets pretty obvious from there for her friends.
IV
She breathes in and out, because Chace, Ed and Taylor are trying to set her up again with Blake, and she doesn't like that. She doesn't need other people - specially anyone who barely reached puberty, like Taylor - to set her up with anyone. She thinks she should be able to do that herself.
It's still very cute, though, when they all are hanging out and suddenly everyone leaves and Leighton is alone with Blake, trying to fill the silence. Taylor keeps babbling about bisexual people and Angelina Jolie and all those stories about actresses who have come out and are just fine. She didn't knew that Cynthia Nixon - who played Miranda in Sex and The City - had a girlfriend.
It's also very cute when they want to play truth or dare, because Leighton knows what they're up to - she wonders how hasn't the rest of the crew realised their obvious clues. Ed and Chace, for an instance, got so excited about a possible lesbian couple that she's beginning to suspect they not so straight. It'd make sense: Chace is too pretty to like girls.
Leighton breathes in and out when they “accidently” lock her and Blake in a bathroom at a party and take an hour to open the door. They're sweethearts when they want to, but this got to stop. She decides right there right them that she'll make a move - word has Penn is going to travel to London because of some family business.
V
At this moment, Blake is sitting on her trailer's couch, with Leighton by her side. Their thighs are touching, it's too damn hot outside, they both are sweating and the blonde is showing too much cleavage for anyone's good. It's silent outside, so damn silent - it's all a little too much for Leighton to process. Blake seems to be giving in to her moves slowly, Penn is in London, his girlfriend told him she needed space and he was totally understable and agreed, he's such a a nice guy-
Blake is staring at Leighton's lips. The brunette runs the tip of her tongue over them, pleased to see her co-star's gaze following her gesture. The silence is very overwhelming. Leighton can feel the blonde's breath on her, warm and unsteady. They look into each other's eyes, breaking the barrier as they tilt their heads. They kiss.
It's too late to go back, so Leighton places a hand on the back of Blake's neck and pulls her closer, the blonde's lips parting promptly. Leighton's other hand is on her co-star's thigh. She releases a soft sigh when their tongues meet. She thinks to herself she should've turned bisexual before.
Blake moans when the brunette sucks on her tongue; it triggers a chain reaction none could predict. Leighton bites the taller woman's bottom lip, making her moan again. She sinks her nails in and searches for the blonde's lips again, getting a throaty moan in response. None of them is thinking about the consequences.