goodbye clouds
Things are FINALLY coming into clear view. My vision has been "fuzzy" at best the past three days. It's been a wild ride. Seriously. Not one I wish to revisit. It is so frustrating looking at everything through a thick fog. I couldn't read a book that was right in front of my face. Things were THAT blurry. For some people, Geodon is the way to go. Not for this sister right here, though.
The last time I did any sort of "adjusting" I was home for 6 weeks on disability and I had all the time in the world each day to wake up and get going. This time around... trying to do it all overnight didn't work. I guess I need to plan on 3 to 4 days to get it right the next time I need something new. Tomorrow I start Lithium but I need to work first. This week's been a nightmare but from what I understand, everyone with BP goes through it. Some lose jobs and families. I'm fortunate enough to have a very understanding and uber supportive husband and a job that understands as well. THANK GOODNESS!
I'm drinking a Coke at 6pm but I'd rather be wide awake than in that damn fog.
Today I have been married for 4 years. OMG.