The end is near...
Hiya.
Well It's that day. In around 11 or 12 hours, im gonna be driving myself up to dundee :oS. Said goodbye to my china's as my dad puts it, today. I cried all the way home in the car. I just can't imagine what it's gonna be without them the next few weeks. I think it's going to be really hard in all honesty. Im used to seeing them everyday in life, and now, im not going to see them for 3 or 4 weeks at a time. I miss you guys already and i haven't actually left!!
I feel really guilty actually. It's Fee's birthday and they are all away out celebrating but i can't because im driving later and it's a long journey, and it would just make the byes and that alot harder i think than it's already been.
Chalk says he's not going to miss me because he doesn't really know me, which is fair enough, but he'll notice that it's not the same that im not there anymore, which confused me. Im gonna miss them all equally to be honest. and practically everyone else i know too.
I've printed out a picture of Jimmy, Ash, Fee, David and Megan at my Ceilidh. It's a good one and i've got a wee frame for it for my room, so im not just going to bin them like fee thinks.
I have packing still to do. Just my personal stuff. I can't really think what i should take other than the stuff i got from the above 4 mentioned. Im taking college books and stuff and a calculator lol, drug calculations are a nightmare, and im thick.
I hope they're having a good time just now. I just hope i see them soon!
I don't know when i'll next be updating. But i'll try as soon as to let my hommies know im ok, but i'll call them and text them anyway!!
ttyl
xXx
Well It's that day. In around 11 or 12 hours, im gonna be driving myself up to dundee :oS. Said goodbye to my china's as my dad puts it, today. I cried all the way home in the car. I just can't imagine what it's gonna be without them the next few weeks. I think it's going to be really hard in all honesty. Im used to seeing them everyday in life, and now, im not going to see them for 3 or 4 weeks at a time. I miss you guys already and i haven't actually left!!
I feel really guilty actually. It's Fee's birthday and they are all away out celebrating but i can't because im driving later and it's a long journey, and it would just make the byes and that alot harder i think than it's already been.
Chalk says he's not going to miss me because he doesn't really know me, which is fair enough, but he'll notice that it's not the same that im not there anymore, which confused me. Im gonna miss them all equally to be honest. and practically everyone else i know too.
I've printed out a picture of Jimmy, Ash, Fee, David and Megan at my Ceilidh. It's a good one and i've got a wee frame for it for my room, so im not just going to bin them like fee thinks.
I have packing still to do. Just my personal stuff. I can't really think what i should take other than the stuff i got from the above 4 mentioned. Im taking college books and stuff and a calculator lol, drug calculations are a nightmare, and im thick.
I hope they're having a good time just now. I just hope i see them soon!
I don't know when i'll next be updating. But i'll try as soon as to let my hommies know im ok, but i'll call them and text them anyway!!
ttyl
xXx