you don't know about me
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy dianna, why?
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy does this always happen?
i need to distance myself, but that's so hard when it's the distraction i crave. and it calls me aaallll the time.
4 days until christmas...haven't bought shit..stepdad's not talking to me...mom hates me....missing a few people...refuse to check my grades...
i don't want to think about anything but drinking and fucking until after christmas...hell, at this rate, not until after new year's.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy does this always happen?
i need to distance myself, but that's so hard when it's the distraction i crave. and it calls me aaallll the time.
4 days until christmas...haven't bought shit..stepdad's not talking to me...mom hates me....missing a few people...refuse to check my grades...
i don't want to think about anything but drinking and fucking until after christmas...hell, at this rate, not until after new year's.