everyday i love you less and less
i love how when i'm in uber-procrastination mode, i just open up Word and type my name at the top...and then minimize it. it's a start, i suppose.
i've come to realize a few things about myself this week...
the first being the fact that i don't trust anything anyone says or does, except for my close friends...anyone fairly new doesn't have a chance.
the second being i read way too much into things, which contributes to my lack of trust.
and the third being i'm subconsciously a manipulative asshole. lately maybe it hasn't been so subconscious.
i'd like to somehow overcome the first and second, but given my situation, i doubt it will happen anytime soon. as far as the third goes, i think it's a healthy form of self defense...you know what they say-"the best defense is a good offense". tehe.
on a lighter note...tomorrow it's getting down to 17 degrees up here. all i have to say is there better be a male in my bed, or else i'm going to be really mean on saturday.
i've come to realize a few things about myself this week...
the first being the fact that i don't trust anything anyone says or does, except for my close friends...anyone fairly new doesn't have a chance.
the second being i read way too much into things, which contributes to my lack of trust.
and the third being i'm subconsciously a manipulative asshole. lately maybe it hasn't been so subconscious.
i'd like to somehow overcome the first and second, but given my situation, i doubt it will happen anytime soon. as far as the third goes, i think it's a healthy form of self defense...you know what they say-"the best defense is a good offense". tehe.
on a lighter note...tomorrow it's getting down to 17 degrees up here. all i have to say is there better be a male in my bed, or else i'm going to be really mean on saturday.