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Yeah. I did it. See, there was a time that I didn't regret anything I'd done because you learn from your mistakes. But was this a mistake? Nono. It was. It really was. I mean, it was fantastic. But, the timing was wrong. I shoulda waited..at least one more time. What's wrong always does feel fantastic though, doesn't it? Well, at first.
Uh, yeuuh. So..what to do about this? Well, considering it's not the first time I gotta deal w/this shiiett in mah brain, I do what I'd used to do>closure. Just talk about it. Get it off your chest. Explain yourself. Then "try" to start all over again. What's wrong is wrong, & the more one does it, the more your conscience fades away. What I stood for before, I should still stand for now. But what about if I get desperate? Then what? ahh shitt. Seriously now. THEN WHAT??? oh..I'm supposed to be strong aren't I? damnit. Well, THAT won't work.
sidenote: ha! wow..speaking of the userpic ey?....
Uh, yeuuh. So..what to do about this? Well, considering it's not the first time I gotta deal w/this shiiett in mah brain, I do what I'd used to do>closure. Just talk about it. Get it off your chest. Explain yourself. Then "try" to start all over again. What's wrong is wrong, & the more one does it, the more your conscience fades away. What I stood for before, I should still stand for now. But what about if I get desperate? Then what? ahh shitt. Seriously now. THEN WHAT??? oh..I'm supposed to be strong aren't I? damnit. Well, THAT won't work.
sidenote: ha! wow..speaking of the userpic ey?....