Sloppy Scenes

Jan 25, 2005 20:35

The number one thing that makes me sad is those people, and I include myself in these types of people, who want to change the world so much by writing or creating art or something but then I sit back and realize that its all one big huge cliche and that nothing is EVER going to change. We will continue hating, and being hypocrites, and doing things that we know we shouldn't be doing. Yeah,one day I might change someones life for good, but thats just one. I want to be like the AIDS virus and infect mass population. I want people to open their eyes, turn on their hearts, and stop lusting for idiotic fake icons of Hollywood and their producers. Damnit, it makes me so mad. We're so selfish. I'm so selfish. I'm the hypocrite. And I hate this, everything. I want to have this perfection that in unataniable but gosh, I'm just so...ruined. I'm everything I hate.
I hate how sold my family is on TV. I espeically how much I hate being in a deep mood right now and have no one to relate to.BRYCE

Someone just shared a story of his hardships to me, and I was slightly judgemental of this kid before but now, I realize that he's a person just like me. And he's quickly become one of my influencial icons in my life. And I would have never guessed he went through such a heartbreak. Its amazing what people hide behind their eyes. And I thought I had sad eyes...
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