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sometimes i just get sad for no reason
sometimes i realise im happy and start to worry
sometimes i want to scream how much i love you from the roof & tell you 100 times a minute
sometimes i want to whisper your name and cry cause i love you
sometimes i feel like punching you
sometimes i want to be alone
sometimes i am surrounded and feel more alone than ever
sometimes i just want to run away
sometimes i know i can face anything
but now. right now im trying not to think. im trying not to feel. cause now. right now.
right now i want to be at home in our cool dark bedroom
right now i want the feeling of your lips gently touching mine
i want the puppies to be playing on the end of the bed
and the tv on
and a drink in a glass waiting to be drunk
and to know that everything will be ok
and for it to be
ok.