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[bleedtodarkness]

sneeze and play tennis.. i hate finding old convos in my journals that make me laugh...especially when they were with people i'd rather not remember..

milo: I got funny songs out the ass
me: I'm happy for your ass
milo: .....
milo: I'm not sure how to take that lol

"I laugh at monogomous"

i don't really wanna talk about these last couple days..they weren't really a good highlight in my life. oh well. i'm hoping this week will make up for it, even though it sounds pretty boring at the moment.

"you fail me with every fatal crush
you fail me with every abandoned love
you fail me with your inferno fuck me eyes
that burn as fuel for my city and its neon lights
burn bright white line fever take them all
you fail me with your new dead end dream
you fail me with your pill box fantasy
you fail me as love's greatest war
that was never worth
you were never worth fighting for
dying living dying living dying everyday
living dying living dying living everyday
you think you are a poet
in your eyes you are a star
who lives through a fantasy of rising above
you think you're a victim
but you live as a drunk
that has never
sacrificed that has never loved
you think you are tragic but i know you are lost
you have walked the fault lines
and you have crossed them all
this world doesn't fight you, you fight yourself
thinking we fail you you fail yourself"