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Ive come to realize how much this town honsetly needs to burn. And I say that in the nicest possible way. Yesterday I got to hangout with some very cool people. Lauren introduced me to a kid named Cory who was so unbelievably talented with art it was amazing. Most people would think this kid is weird and scary but deep down he is very nice and sweet. Then there is " Mr. Smiley" or Tim. He is just an amazing guy. He is so nice to girls. He treats them so well. Thats the first time in a long time a guy has held a door open for me. I was sort of shocked because im used to having it slam on me. And he treats his girlfriend like a star. They are so in love that its amazing. And she is just at the young age of 15. WOW! Sometimes I wish I had that. Sometimes It makes me feel that there really is somewhere out there. I had such a good time. I love getting out of this town and meeting new people. And thats basically what you have to do. People yell at me when I say there is no diversity in this town. But for the most part its true. If they would hang out with these people they would understand what I mean. I dont think you could be in a bad mood around these people. They are just so entertained with everything and so happy off life. It puts me in good moods.

I had a long talk today. And it just makes me think about everything. It makes me wonder what people really think of me. I dont care at all what people think of me I just wonder what they think of me. I mean, Im not what everyone thinks. And I think ive changed this summer. For the better. My personality. Ive become stronger as a person. Ive been putting the small things behind me. And I like it like that. People say I couldnt have changed and im just the same. But I cant wait till they see. Well im off to the mall so i have to stop typing.