Dont forget the meaning of a friend

[bleedthrewtearz]

This past week ive noticed a change. It seems as if people are finally starting to come together to "hangout" just when summer is ending. It seems as if everyone this summer has been in their own little shell. It has been kind of nice getting to see everyone. Everyone hanging out with there friends and just having fun. But it also kind of angers me. Why does everyone always wait till the last few weeks to hangout. It always happens. It seems as if everyone has been to occupied with things to even pick up the phone and say hello. But everyone has seemed to do it. Even me. Ive noticed that I have been kind of shitty towards people this summer. Everyone and everything changes as time goes on though I suppose. I just know this last week has been the funest I have had. I just hope everyone realizes how much better things are when you are surrounded by friends. I think my friends are really what keeps me going each day. Friends always seeem to play a big part in life. Friends are one important thing I think that people sometimes take for granite. They understand you and you can just be yourselve. They tell you straight out how things are. I think everyone has a group of friends but there are those few that you consider your best friends. Speaking of best friends. What do you consider a best friend. Is it someone who is always around you. Is it someone who constantly calls you all waking parts of the day. Is it someone who knows the most about you. I think those are qualities of a best friend. But sometimes you dont always realize what a best friend is. I think sometimes people think the person you hangout witht the most is your best friend. But I dont consider it that. Look back. There could be people who have always been there. Who you have talked to, told secrets to, shared moments and memories with that you would never change for the world. u may not see them as much anymore. I think sometimes people forget some from the past because they seem to drift. They seem to lose touch so you think they dont care. Sometimes I question the term best friend. Sometimes they will tell you straight out how things are. Even if it hurts. Even if it means you get into a fight. Isnt that what they are for though. To tell you when you are being a "bitch" or a "dick". To tell you that you are making a mistake. Then you end up getting mad at them and making the mistake because you never lisetened and then going back and feeling sorry. Sometimes I think people need to open up and realize that someone who is being straight forward towards you and telling you all the things you dont want to here are probably the ones that know you best. The ones that should be your "best".<33

Just a useless opinion
Set in my mind
Friends are just friends
Dont cross the line
Even if they drift
And you dont spend much time
Remember they were still there
Every other time<33

Bridget