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I just saw the "new" charlie and the chocolate factory...i couldnt stop comparing it to the original..and realized how much i dislike the newer rendition....
I also noticed how exciting peoples lives are...well..in comparison to mine...i need to get out more...
A girl asked me if i neede help studting during break this week....it made me happy....i dont know why...but there are nice people in the world...people who like helping others...(WARM & FUZZIES)
I know that i have mentioned time and time before that i feel i require a meaningful change in my life...a new city would be ideal....if only i didnt have to 3 ties to this place....one i could eliminate if i transfered, one would be gone if we broke up...and the last..wellll..i dont talk to my family too much anyway....we'd email each other. so...i guess i am staying around for him...wow...its always something..always something that keeps me here...and i begin to resent that...
on a lighter note....i baked 3 dozen peanut butter cookies and a loaf of banana bread tonight...it smells delightful in our house....
I also noticed how exciting peoples lives are...well..in comparison to mine...i need to get out more...
A girl asked me if i neede help studting during break this week....it made me happy....i dont know why...but there are nice people in the world...people who like helping others...(WARM & FUZZIES)
I know that i have mentioned time and time before that i feel i require a meaningful change in my life...a new city would be ideal....if only i didnt have to 3 ties to this place....one i could eliminate if i transfered, one would be gone if we broke up...and the last..wellll..i dont talk to my family too much anyway....we'd email each other. so...i guess i am staying around for him...wow...its always something..always something that keeps me here...and i begin to resent that...
on a lighter note....i baked 3 dozen peanut butter cookies and a loaf of banana bread tonight...it smells delightful in our house....