Thrown Away
It's going to hurt to see you with someone else
Because I'll still want you to myself
You didn't inspire the poet in me
But you had me thinking about getting on one knee
I'm not going to hold on to your ghost
Because you didn't give it your most
You lead me on, fed me your lies
Now I'm just another one of your has-been guys
You said it was because I tried too late
But you had no problem letting blow all that time and money on our last date
It was weeks you said that you hadn't been feeling my way
So the day after you dumped me I almost went gay
Was it lack of communication that turned you off?
Or was it because....
I told you in the beginning I wasn't interested if you didn't want to make it last
Now I guess you'll just fade out as just another chick in my sordid past
It hurts me to write these things about you
It hurts me to live without you
I'm so hurt
So Angry
I feel so mislead
I feel duped
I miss waking up to you
I miss holding you in my arms
I'm most upset though
Not about the loss of a girl
Or the loss of consistent sex
Or the loss of someone to text
I lost a close friend
In something I hoped, something I believed, something I was lead to think,
Something that would never end
Because I'll still want you to myself
You didn't inspire the poet in me
But you had me thinking about getting on one knee
I'm not going to hold on to your ghost
Because you didn't give it your most
You lead me on, fed me your lies
Now I'm just another one of your has-been guys
You said it was because I tried too late
But you had no problem letting blow all that time and money on our last date
It was weeks you said that you hadn't been feeling my way
So the day after you dumped me I almost went gay
Was it lack of communication that turned you off?
Or was it because....
I told you in the beginning I wasn't interested if you didn't want to make it last
Now I guess you'll just fade out as just another chick in my sordid past
It hurts me to write these things about you
It hurts me to live without you
I'm so hurt
So Angry
I feel so mislead
I feel duped
I miss waking up to you
I miss holding you in my arms
I'm most upset though
Not about the loss of a girl
Or the loss of consistent sex
Or the loss of someone to text
I lost a close friend
In something I hoped, something I believed, something I was lead to think,
Something that would never end