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I scare myself sometimes.
I'm always so close to just being done with it all.
Just taking all this 'what might have been' shit over with.
This regret that really is the only thing that makes up life.
I haven't been shown anything else.
If anything life as only gone to a lower point at a time when life, is spose to be at its peak.
A time to look back and smile.
I already feel like i'm 60.
Looking back on my life.
And i'm ready for it to be done with.
It's growing to make sense. Saddly.
I miss what i once had.
Guess thats the only real thing from keeping me from dropping off all together.
But i don't know any more.
I don't feel like waking up tomorrow.
I'm always so close to just being done with it all.
Just taking all this 'what might have been' shit over with.
This regret that really is the only thing that makes up life.
I haven't been shown anything else.
If anything life as only gone to a lower point at a time when life, is spose to be at its peak.
A time to look back and smile.
I already feel like i'm 60.
Looking back on my life.
And i'm ready for it to be done with.
It's growing to make sense. Saddly.
I miss what i once had.
Guess thats the only real thing from keeping me from dropping off all together.
But i don't know any more.
I don't feel like waking up tomorrow.