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so my mom and jake came home today at about 5 and i was happy to see jake and everything but i didn't really care to see my mom. she was bitching about everything and how none of us know how to do anything for jake, only she does because she spent 2 weeks in the hospital with him and blah blah blah. i tried to get him into his brace so that he could go back into his wheelchair and my mom flipped out and started saying all this really mean stuff and jakie burst into tears and then i did. i couldn't help it, i mean, it's so hard to see him so physically and emotionally stressed. it's making me cry again right now =/. i don't know. my mom just makes everything 100,000 times worse. it must be hard to be her though because she's probably always stressed to and stuff but fucking ass she's just such a bitch and i hate her so damn much. oh god, here come the water-works. whatever. my dad came over to help me and my mom was like, "fuck it all" and then my dad put jake into his brace and i was so sad so i just held and cried with him. what the fuck kind of life is this? for the past two weeks i've been in such good spirits. i bet everyone at school has noticed. i missed jake like crazy, but i always knew he was okay. i hate my mom so much. i could never put into words how much i can't stand her. she doesn't deserve children and she doesn't deserve life. go die you fucking imbecile.