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"all you ever do is screw things up" - my mom
aud you wonder why i belittle other ppl to make myself feel better? my mom and my dad i got it from them, i learned it from them. things seem to be crumbling around me, my nice little happy world i had for a while is shattered to pieces just like my heart. wow emoness again. my arm hurts and i dont kno why, and now im crying. fuckin a. i just want to disappear for a little while, actually a long while. sometimes i wish i had the balls to kill myself. i think tho if it ever got bad enuf i would have the balls. i just have too much to live for right now.
aud you wonder why i belittle other ppl to make myself feel better? my mom and my dad i got it from them, i learned it from them. things seem to be crumbling around me, my nice little happy world i had for a while is shattered to pieces just like my heart. wow emoness again. my arm hurts and i dont kno why, and now im crying. fuckin a. i just want to disappear for a little while, actually a long while. sometimes i wish i had the balls to kill myself. i think tho if it ever got bad enuf i would have the balls. i just have too much to live for right now.