I'm a free womyn again
well when this journal first began i was tryin to get over shaye. and yanno what if i look back, not as far as entries go but in my heart, this hurts more than with shaye and i have never even laid eyes on this girl, nor felt her touch. does that mean i love her any less than someone i have? nope. in fact i love her so much more than anyone else i have actually laid in bed with. and like i was tellin emily yes i believe there is someone out there for everyone. but i have a question for whoever cares to answer it, what about when the person who is meant for doesnt kno that you are meant for them? what about that one hmm? anyway here come quite a few pics becuz i always wanted a record of what my eyes look like when they turn green [aka me crying my eyes out] im a big girl and im tryin to grow up more and more every day [ill deny that if ever asked tho] ill be gettin my car in a few weeks and im goin back to school in jan. and at the beginning of this summer ill be 18. im goin places hopefully. maybe gettin over my second love will be easier than the first, i doubt it. but im side tracking yet again, im misha and im queer and im single and im gunna learn to be happy again. now here are my oh so emo pics.
