I can't sleep at night and I know without me that you're NOT ALRIGHT!
Merry Christmas everyone, I thought this would be a little festive... but FUCK IT
lol
oh well how is everyone? well I hope! I'm off for the next 2 days yay!
and I got that job at CanWest, customer service rep.
so I'm going to take this job and see what it's like, I'll be able to learn new skills, so I'm down for that!
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don't you just love stars? lol
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when I was writing this I was thinking of punk music lol
(UNTITLED) Dec. 15/05
Stay in bed and watch T.V.
I'm up late and it's half past 3
I force myself to stop thinking of you
It just doesn't work what am I to do?
*I know that I miss you
and at the same time I HATE YOU
cuz of what you do!
I know that I miss you
and I just can't have you
I'm better off without YOU!*
Gotta say that I should have known
You told me "baby you're not alone, I'm only for you and please don't worry, you have to trust me but I understand, I have no desire to be holding his hand"
*I know that I miss you
and at the same time I hate you
cuz of what you do!
I know that I miss you
and I just can't have you
i'm better off without you!*
It was all a lie, I fell into your game
Another one down and to you it's the same
You broke my heart and you don't care!
You wanted a hug and I thought don't you dare
I'll go find someone who'se better than you
shouldn't be hard, but I'll take my time ;)
***I know that I miss you
but that's just for now
I know I won't think of you
but not right now
And today I might still love you
BUT NOT FOR LONG!!!***
that kinda sucks lol
well this is boring me and you so bye
~B
P.S. whatever lol