Something inside keeps telling my that I've died

[bleedlike___me]

I've got all these guys that want to be with me, but the only guy I want to be with doesn't want to be there with me.

I guess I'm just going to be here for myself. I want girlfriends:(

On and off on and off. I'm tired of being so up and then so down. Maybe I should just erase it all and start over. I wish.