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I absolutely hate to admit it, but my biggest fear is to be alone. Sometimes its nice, but only for a little while. If I'm alone for too long I go crazy.
I dropped Mikey off at the greyhound station in Reno yesterday. It was pretty sudden. I knew he'd be leaving for idaho, but i wasn't expecting to take him there just a few days ago.
I shouldn't complain, or get too teary eyed. When school's over I'll just drive there and stay with him, and get a job there for the summer. But these however many days of school thats left is gonna suck. Maybe I filled up too much of my time with him, cause now I don't know what to do when he's gone. I think of all these other friends I could be hanging out with, and it sounds like fun, but things have changed. Thing's have just gotten lamer. I didn't know it was possible, but once again Susanhell proved me wrong.
I also can think of all these other things I should be doing, like wash my car, work out, shit like that... but I don't want to. I will eventually, but right now I'm too busy trying to get over myself.
I dropped Mikey off at the greyhound station in Reno yesterday. It was pretty sudden. I knew he'd be leaving for idaho, but i wasn't expecting to take him there just a few days ago.
I shouldn't complain, or get too teary eyed. When school's over I'll just drive there and stay with him, and get a job there for the summer. But these however many days of school thats left is gonna suck. Maybe I filled up too much of my time with him, cause now I don't know what to do when he's gone. I think of all these other friends I could be hanging out with, and it sounds like fun, but things have changed. Thing's have just gotten lamer. I didn't know it was possible, but once again Susanhell proved me wrong.
I also can think of all these other things I should be doing, like wash my car, work out, shit like that... but I don't want to. I will eventually, but right now I'm too busy trying to get over myself.