new years
[ramble]
So its that time of year again. the new one where you wonder what you've accomplished this long long long year. A summary of a whole year into a few sentence. Lets start shall we? Started out so good, a bit too good, went down pretty quick and then shit hits the fan. At least the truth is known. Afterwards I've learned a lot; we all do when we're in our most darkest place trying to grasp for air while the glass house came crashing down. Sometimes it replays in my mind like a chess game, a texas holdem game. It was almost just like that. Can't win every hand lol. Only to have a gall to sit down again with another hand. So wallow or to keep on walking. I've done both and the bitterness is still in my veins but the Funny thing is, its good motivation to move forward. So this checklist is, i think, last years new years resolution. Some got abandoned, some got changed, shit some got done.
Last years i got 5 done out of 11. This year? I think its on a different journal or missed placed somewhere. So to think what i've accomplished this past year instead.
CHECK get fit, crunk! swolee
CHECK graduate
CHECK play less games (o how i miss you WoW... too bad you've gone mainstream in these past 3 years)
CHECK explore photography
So thats a whole 4. lol cant be all angels of perfection i suppose.
So things to work for this year:
* get fit, crunk! [its a full time job... be brain chemicals arn't bad either]
* IT: 3/4 done by December 20th
* Job that isn't cruddy
* Time management - More productivity
* Get shit done on time
* Reorganize CDs/DvDs/Books and desktop
* Portfolio online by July 1st.
* Make a makeshift studio
* Expand Portfolio
* Network - can never find a good budget reliable model when you need one
* Don't forget and move forward
* Stay in touch with family
* Search for the meaning of life - cant forget this one, its the top of the list every year lol
Its engraved in stone now. time to spill some blood, sweat, tears...
So its that time of year again. the new one where you wonder what you've accomplished this long long long year. A summary of a whole year into a few sentence. Lets start shall we? Started out so good, a bit too good, went down pretty quick and then shit hits the fan. At least the truth is known. Afterwards I've learned a lot; we all do when we're in our most darkest place trying to grasp for air while the glass house came crashing down. Sometimes it replays in my mind like a chess game, a texas holdem game. It was almost just like that. Can't win every hand lol. Only to have a gall to sit down again with another hand. So wallow or to keep on walking. I've done both and the bitterness is still in my veins but the Funny thing is, its good motivation to move forward. So this checklist is, i think, last years new years resolution. Some got abandoned, some got changed, shit some got done.
Last years i got 5 done out of 11. This year? I think its on a different journal or missed placed somewhere. So to think what i've accomplished this past year instead.
CHECK get fit, crunk! swolee
CHECK graduate
CHECK play less games (o how i miss you WoW... too bad you've gone mainstream in these past 3 years)
CHECK explore photography
So thats a whole 4. lol cant be all angels of perfection i suppose.
So things to work for this year:
* get fit, crunk! [its a full time job... be brain chemicals arn't bad either]
* IT: 3/4 done by December 20th
* Job that isn't cruddy
* Time management - More productivity
* Get shit done on time
* Reorganize CDs/DvDs/Books and desktop
* Portfolio online by July 1st.
* Make a makeshift studio
* Expand Portfolio
* Network - can never find a good budget reliable model when you need one
* Don't forget and move forward
* Stay in touch with family
* Search for the meaning of life - cant forget this one, its the top of the list every year lol
Its engraved in stone now. time to spill some blood, sweat, tears...