late night
so procrastination takes over and its been 4 hours. Not feeling that well and alot on my mind. Exam tomorrow and i know its going to be one of those nights with no sleep. Seems older i get the harder it is to pull these. Im sure i will sleep when i get home, maybe. A little bit dizzy i must say, im just not happy right now. sometimes it feels frustrating, you want to yell but nobody hears you. i guess, no.. i know so, that everybody has to fight their own demons right, i fight with myself every day, im sure most people do too. and with people helping, its much easier but some wont have that luxury. when your alone and all you have is yourself, i think thats the true test. can you honestly be honest with yourself and find motivation to keep going, some will, some wont. dig deep they say. whatever it takes.
that song from trust company is good about now. running from me, thats the one. i need a cold shower, maybe my head will stop spinning. i just gotta muck through this shit because when it comes down to it, how do i want it to end... humm, o im a sucker for irony. its one of those bitter sweet things. like a fallen angel falling from grace. rammstien is good too, its all in the lyrics and that german heavy metal industry shit.
anyways, tmoble has been pissing me off with the failed calls and drop calls, no signal. Its just stupid how their network is so clogged up. Maybe verizon will be better or cingular. One of those will be fine replacement, maybe.
im just rambling
that song from trust company is good about now. running from me, thats the one. i need a cold shower, maybe my head will stop spinning. i just gotta muck through this shit because when it comes down to it, how do i want it to end... humm, o im a sucker for irony. its one of those bitter sweet things. like a fallen angel falling from grace. rammstien is good too, its all in the lyrics and that german heavy metal industry shit.
anyways, tmoble has been pissing me off with the failed calls and drop calls, no signal. Its just stupid how their network is so clogged up. Maybe verizon will be better or cingular. One of those will be fine replacement, maybe.
im just rambling