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i cant really trust a lot of people lately. its really annoying. im getting ditched a lot too. ew. people hate me so much and i just dont understand what i did to make them hate me so much. sounds like im living a certain person's life. she knows who she is too. and i love her<3. i hate being a girl. its waay too complicated. guys forgive eachother within 5 minutes if one of them fucked up, but with girls..youve gotta live with what you did for the rest of your life. there is no forgiving unless you get really lucky and the other girl says, "its stupid, forget about it." but yeah..we all know how often THAT happens. ugh. im kinda glad im not going to east now. most (but not all) of the girls who are going there are turning into real assholes and just doing stupid shit to other girls for attention. its mighty gay. theres not that many good people at heim. theyre all full of themselves, with an exception of a few of them. people like branden and beth are awesome. the world needs more kids like them. well, im out. peace.
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