Ugh
I really wonder why I still go to the mall. I hate that fucking place, but I still go. It's so depressing. I dunno, I'm just in a hateful mood right now.
I wore my hair down, and it was parted all "emo-like". People really seemed to like the hair. The girl who works at Starbucks liked it and she was telling me that she wants the blue black hair. At first I thought, whoa, drastic, but actually, that would look good if she straightened it. I swear, everytime I wear my hair down, people make a fuss. All the compliments do is swell up my ego. I'm gonna be honest, if I were to pick a part of my body I liked the most, I'd pick my hair. I love it, obviously. After the fuss about my hair ended, I sat down and enjoyed my Mocha Frappuchino, cause I'm a fucking yuppie and proud of it.
Anyway, massive amounts of chilling, I got really bored, and I hated being there. I had a bipolar moment in FYE. I dunno, I just left cause I didn't wanna deal with anyone. People were showing concern and that was the last thing I wanted. I hate that, when you wanna be left alone and people fucking pester you thinking they're gonna make you feel better. I went to the Dollar Tree and got an iced tea. That provided nourishment. I felt a little better. I felt shitty the whole mall visit. Then I saw Moesha, and she was gonna have a lonely Valentine's Day, or something similar. Paul and I decided to to get her something. Since Paul has a buttload of money, he got her an orchid. I never have a buttload of money, so I just bought her a card. It was the best I could do.
I dunno. Then more chilling. Whatever. I really hate that mall, nothing great is there. Yeah, it's got a Starbucks and my friends, but seriously, the mall? How fucking lame. I dunno, I guess it's just today I've realized how stupid it is to go to that horrid mall every friday night. It's the same old people there, they're nothing special. Some people are cool, but nonetheless, the mall is still fucking lame. I'm gonna stop going, nothing is any great there. I dunno, I'm just bored with just walking around a mall and do nothing but walk around.
Well, so much for my happy mood, it went out the fucking window. I'm fucking annoyed with people right now. Sometimes I just wish I was normal and I could be happy for a long time instead of a short period of time. I really hate being fucking loopy. I dunno, maybe one day everything will be okay. I can just look forward to that day.
I wore my hair down, and it was parted all "emo-like". People really seemed to like the hair. The girl who works at Starbucks liked it and she was telling me that she wants the blue black hair. At first I thought, whoa, drastic, but actually, that would look good if she straightened it. I swear, everytime I wear my hair down, people make a fuss. All the compliments do is swell up my ego. I'm gonna be honest, if I were to pick a part of my body I liked the most, I'd pick my hair. I love it, obviously. After the fuss about my hair ended, I sat down and enjoyed my Mocha Frappuchino, cause I'm a fucking yuppie and proud of it.
Anyway, massive amounts of chilling, I got really bored, and I hated being there. I had a bipolar moment in FYE. I dunno, I just left cause I didn't wanna deal with anyone. People were showing concern and that was the last thing I wanted. I hate that, when you wanna be left alone and people fucking pester you thinking they're gonna make you feel better. I went to the Dollar Tree and got an iced tea. That provided nourishment. I felt a little better. I felt shitty the whole mall visit. Then I saw Moesha, and she was gonna have a lonely Valentine's Day, or something similar. Paul and I decided to to get her something. Since Paul has a buttload of money, he got her an orchid. I never have a buttload of money, so I just bought her a card. It was the best I could do.
I dunno. Then more chilling. Whatever. I really hate that mall, nothing great is there. Yeah, it's got a Starbucks and my friends, but seriously, the mall? How fucking lame. I dunno, I guess it's just today I've realized how stupid it is to go to that horrid mall every friday night. It's the same old people there, they're nothing special. Some people are cool, but nonetheless, the mall is still fucking lame. I'm gonna stop going, nothing is any great there. I dunno, I'm just bored with just walking around a mall and do nothing but walk around.
Well, so much for my happy mood, it went out the fucking window. I'm fucking annoyed with people right now. Sometimes I just wish I was normal and I could be happy for a long time instead of a short period of time. I really hate being fucking loopy. I dunno, maybe one day everything will be okay. I can just look forward to that day.