Nov 20, 2007 14:55
I got a call today at 3 AM.
It's what you didn't say that told me I'd get hurt again.
So I hung up the phone and I screamed out loud.
I felt so alone.
I should had said the things I'm thinking now.
Oh never thought it would be so hard to let you go.
Tell me how I'm gonna make it?
You're the one I can't forget.
It's like I'm running in slow motion in a nightmare that never ends.
When I try to face it, when I wake up I hate the way reality sets in.
God I wish you could hold me through the seven days of lonely.
Oh it's deafening;the bitter truth.
I'm doing everything for the first time again without you.
I pretend I'm ok,but it aches inside.
There's got to be a way that's better then just getting by.
My heart is speeding up and slowing down to know I know it's over, it's over.
And can you die of heartbreak;
to die for love lost young?
I pray to find it again.