im horrrrrrrrrible
omg.. i just wrote this huge ass journal entry and my computer froze... UGH ill try to write it all or just brief it up
im grossed out cuz i kissed a black guy i didnt want to... like seriosuly everytime i lick my lips i get really grossed out and i unno... i was a t a friends house.. they suckered me into it. i really didnt wanna do it "michelle just do it .. its just a kiss..." over and over so i was like UGH whatever and did it... gross... im excited for that to go around school and thomas to never shut the fuck up about it.
i feel fucking guilty cuz i was mean to someone cuz i said something really mean.. and i feel guilty really fast its crazy shit. i dont know and hes one of those guys that takes things seriously all the time its fucking annoying beyond belief..hes such and ass. no matter how much of an ass he is to me. i still feel bad for being mean back, i hate
i just dont feel the christmas spirit anymore.. i feel like its the middle of freakin august... with nothing... its just another month.. another day... i dont feel like its christmas.. everybody is in a horriblemood HORIBLE... my little sister doesnt even seem excited.. sinc emy mom and dad dont get along and me and my mom dont get along.. theres just a bunch of tension all around... and theres just no SPIRIT I FUCKING HATE IT.
theres just no love in the air.. :-(. all i want to do is be happy for just one day... i want my mom to at least act like she loves me, i know she does, but se doesnt act like i. its not just her... but since she acts likethat so i do i love her .. i really do.. but i unno.... i need to go... bye
im grossed out cuz i kissed a black guy i didnt want to... like seriosuly everytime i lick my lips i get really grossed out and i unno... i was a t a friends house.. they suckered me into it. i really didnt wanna do it "michelle just do it .. its just a kiss..." over and over so i was like UGH whatever and did it... gross... im excited for that to go around school and thomas to never shut the fuck up about it.
i feel fucking guilty cuz i was mean to someone cuz i said something really mean.. and i feel guilty really fast its crazy shit. i dont know and hes one of those guys that takes things seriously all the time its fucking annoying beyond belief..hes such and ass. no matter how much of an ass he is to me. i still feel bad for being mean back, i hate
i just dont feel the christmas spirit anymore.. i feel like its the middle of freakin august... with nothing... its just another month.. another day... i dont feel like its christmas.. everybody is in a horriblemood HORIBLE... my little sister doesnt even seem excited.. sinc emy mom and dad dont get along and me and my mom dont get along.. theres just a bunch of tension all around... and theres just no SPIRIT I FUCKING HATE IT.
theres just no love in the air.. :-(. all i want to do is be happy for just one day... i want my mom to at least act like she loves me, i know she does, but se doesnt act like i. its not just her... but since she acts likethat so i do i love her .. i really do.. but i unno.... i need to go... bye