Time for an update I guess.
I'm so depressed I feel like crying. My life sucks right now, I cant ever get a break. Spent a total of $1,440 on my computer. The monitor and motherboard are on their way, I hope it works this time. My family always bitching at me. I got accused of throwing rocks at my neighbor's dog because it was chasing my cat. I never did that, I kinda chased it off trying to get it to go home. I would of liked to slit it's throat now actually. I cant take my job anymore, all the bullshit I put up with. I never get out when i'm scheduled to. So when I make plans for after work, i'm often late, and miss out on fun because they won't let me go. A certain girl has a boyfriend now, when she told me she wasn't ready for a relationship. I got mixed up with a girl last monday after a show, messed around with her. Which was a mistake. I had to drive her home in the morning. Which is an hour and a half up north. She wouldnt let me go home. I was scheduled to work at 10 and I didnt show up until 1. I got in so much trouble. I regret that totally. Another girl i've fallen head over heels for has a boyfriend. She's a friend of prostar's girlfriend. I've kinda hung out with her a few times before. I've always liked her, but the last week or two i've been crazy about her. I'll never get her though... I just don't have any luck. I'll never find a girl, or be happy for that matter. Everyone tells me to be patient, it's getting harder and harder just to breathe sometimes. I guess I should stop bitching, I have nothing more to say....
Well except I got banned from my grandma's house and pool for a bit, because I said fucking A in front of her. WHATEVER.
Last monday was the As I Lay Dying show. This past monday was Between the Buried and Me, The Red Chord, and From a Second Story Window. Both shows sooo sooo good. From a Second Story Window is insane live. During some other band, me and Prostar were playing pool, and the singer from From a Second Story Window was walking by, I stopped him and told him to take a shot. So he did.. completely missing the 8-ball to win me the game, haha. Oh well it was funny. I guess I could say I played pool with him! haha.
[ xcraigx. ]
Well except I got banned from my grandma's house and pool for a bit, because I said fucking A in front of her. WHATEVER.
Last monday was the As I Lay Dying show. This past monday was Between the Buried and Me, The Red Chord, and From a Second Story Window. Both shows sooo sooo good. From a Second Story Window is insane live. During some other band, me and Prostar were playing pool, and the singer from From a Second Story Window was walking by, I stopped him and told him to take a shot. So he did.. completely missing the 8-ball to win me the game, haha. Oh well it was funny. I guess I could say I played pool with him! haha.
[ xcraigx. ]