Ive learned somethings. One im a horriable procrastonator, do take the reccommened dose(7 pills of anything will fuck you up) and life gets way harder as it goes, but only you can make it fun and easy.

I was watching this lifetime movie yesterday and this girl pulled out her old journals and read them. So I started to do that, and by the end I knew ( Read more... )

 "I need a fix cause im going down ( Read more... )

IM SO ENRAGED RIGHT NOW.
YOU DELETED ME
JESUS CHRIST.
 YOU BITCH!

I really want to scream right now.

But you know what now, Im over you, im over being sad about all our memories, all our fun, our friendship down the drain.

Now im just plain pissed.

And now its totally on!

Im going to be a bitch to you, a vindictive bitch!

DAMN im drunk

I feel so STUCK! i cant get away from anyting

ahhhhh and you you you need to get away from me.

I need to gete away from evertything

Things are dramasticlly changing.
Im getting into things nobody should really ever be getting into.
But right now its the only thing that is reaching out.
I dont care that most of you dont approve of it, or him/them
becuase it, him and them are there when I most need it.

I feel like you dont even care.
I dont talk to you for about 3 weeks, I dont talk ( Read more... )

I dont think you know how much it hurts.
I just think you should know.
You just ended it. You did.You left me all alone at lunch. Not one person talked to me. Thank god tayylor came. Goodbye bitch.

 I feel like getting into a month of total inhebriation.
I drove for 3 hours today. Just around.
And im about to go sit on my car, and chug the vodka.
Like i said, i want to get totally inhebriated so i dont remember this day, week,month year.
Everything, is just bad.

Can you ever really tell who your true friends are? Or are you just supposed to take what you can get. Right now i feel like I only have 2 true friends, when one of them, well i feel like our friendship is extreamly fragile right now.
Its amazing to have aleast one true friend. But its sad when you acutally hang out with like 15 people.

I guess ( Read more... )

I dont know how we got here. But we did. bad turned into worse, worse turned in to a disaster and it feels that disasted turned into the end. Ive had advice that i should hang out with different friends, and let her hang out with different friends. Not stay mad just stray away?... And that in its self makes it the end. I guess i might just loose a ( Read more... )

Ive been getting extreamly annoyed with one of my close friends.  Im glad im gonna put some distance this weekend, i think its truely needed. And as much as i hate it, im not gonna call her and talk to her untill she comes to me, maybe then she will appericate me more or something. At this point im willing to put a whole month of distance between