a slight dilemma
I've been pretty pissy the past week, gee..I wonder why...haha.
I've been seeing this guy lately. Matter of fact, for the past week. We just went out a few times and I let him stay over since he didn't have any power(I'm in FL and we just had those horriffic hurricanes) No, nothing happened or anything. I think hes a really cool guy and such a sweetheart but I'm afraid to get close to anyone after what happened with my ex.. After the relationship before my last ended I didn't want to trust another dude again, I even started seeing some girls. But all were too immature. Then my long time friend from Tennessee and I started talking again and we began seeing each other, like bf gf when he came to Florida. Things were great in the beginning(as they always are) and then one day he showed his true colors. He wasn't at all what he was cracked up to be. And he hurt me very badly. So now, I don't know who to trust, who to turn away, who to get close to..etc.. I hate this so much. I don't want to get close in fear that I'm going to get hurt and another side of me doesn't want to get close in fear that HE is going to get hurt. I really feel that I can't develop feelings for someone. Its really a bother. But maybe someday it will change. Right now I'm just taking it slow. We're just friends right now..and I know he likes me. If something happens, it happens. Its not the top priority on my list though.
I've been seeing this guy lately. Matter of fact, for the past week. We just went out a few times and I let him stay over since he didn't have any power(I'm in FL and we just had those horriffic hurricanes) No, nothing happened or anything. I think hes a really cool guy and such a sweetheart but I'm afraid to get close to anyone after what happened with my ex.. After the relationship before my last ended I didn't want to trust another dude again, I even started seeing some girls. But all were too immature. Then my long time friend from Tennessee and I started talking again and we began seeing each other, like bf gf when he came to Florida. Things were great in the beginning(as they always are) and then one day he showed his true colors. He wasn't at all what he was cracked up to be. And he hurt me very badly. So now, I don't know who to trust, who to turn away, who to get close to..etc.. I hate this so much. I don't want to get close in fear that I'm going to get hurt and another side of me doesn't want to get close in fear that HE is going to get hurt. I really feel that I can't develop feelings for someone. Its really a bother. But maybe someday it will change. Right now I'm just taking it slow. We're just friends right now..and I know he likes me. If something happens, it happens. Its not the top priority on my list though.