do not read this, id rather do this than think of all the saddest things that haunt me so forget thi
i guess i am just wasting time until seven am comes around.
EVERY THING BELOW THIS IS POINTLESS
AND EVERYTHING ABOVE THIS IS POINTLESS
be random.
be fucking random.
thats what i hate about people.
boring fricken , not random people.
i have re-evaluted my life
in 2 days things are goin to cool it.
if you know what im tryin to say here.
i have to figure out my priorities.
dont you ever want to fricken scream at the top of your lungs "ahhhwhatthefuckisthepointofanything?theworldisfuckedtoshit.wereallgonnakilleachotherinthenuclearholocaust.thenwealldieforagodthatmightnotexistsoeverythingisfornothing!!"
i cant even get into that bible stuff.
it can seriously drive a person insane i have learned.
i
do
not
know
if i
can
make
it
to
calico
system
and
i
want
to
so
fucking
bad
ive
wanted
to
see
them
for
fucking
ever.
i
dont
give
a
fuck
if
you
think
they
are
fucking
cocksuckers
or
what
but
everyone
always
has
to
put
their
two
cents
in
on
music
so
they
are
cool
you know what i realized today.
that when i was 12 i worshipped the devil.
into witchcraft then.
fucken got a book called necronomican or something.
yeah dude. fucking devil shit.
man. so much. shit.
makes me think im goin to hell.
WHY I COULD GO TO HELL
a)that whole worshipping the devil thing, but i thought it was just a witchcraft thing,
b)when i was trippin on chemicals you'll never know in a cemetary. where people i know are fricken buried too, on top of it. and i mean trippin. trippin over my feet you know, when i walked.
C)when me and jenna were trippin in my basement and i gave her that cross
and told her to pray then it was thrown on the floor by me or something and i thought about "oh great now god hates me even more i just threw his fricken cross on the ground like a peice of fucking shit" and i just started thinking all of these trippy ass thoughts and felt like i was really talkin to god but he must have been fucking pissed. havin to deal which such a nutcase SINNER!!!!!
d)all those times when i said i didnt believe in god to be cool.
e)the times when i really didnt believe beceause of something.
F)i am a sinner
i never told you this but sometimes when the sun is rising i feel like i am in buffy the vampire slayer. or like lost boys!!!!!!!
"WHOS COFFEE IS THE ONE WITH THE SOAP"
"THATS THE ROOKIES"
"UGH WHY DID YOU PUT SOAP IN MY COFFEE"
"I GOT YOU GOOD YOU FUCKER!!!!"
i wish i could travel as fast as light.
you know what i sometimes hate about livejournal
the people who write every fricken single detail
and write the same thing every day
about their fricken boyfriend or girlfriend
i hope that i dont write about the same shit everyday
cause i try not too.
but you know, shits always the same.
i went to the porn shop tonight.
adult video on greenfield.
i dont care if i am so immature.
but i cannot help but laugh.
there are some crazy ass lookin people there.
and gross ass old sweaty guys lookin at their choice of porn.
ahhhh.
fricken sick fricken shit.
ok not too much longer till i take my sister to school.
its great.
mally the not so straight edge crazy person
and then my sister,
ali the straight edge crazy person
straight edge is fucking gay.
if you arent gonna do drugs or whatever, thats coooooool.
and if you dont wanna have sex till marraige cool.
n all the bullshit.
but fucking calling yourself straight edge is retarded.
all they are doing is setting themselves apart.
because normal people dont have something they are
"claiming to be" all because of things they dont do.
its just another fucking scene to belong to.
another way to stand out.
something to label yourself.
another trend to follow.
an easy way to avoid drugs and shit without just saying no.
but no, they take the easy way out and claim sxe.
and x is up.
alright. soooo people who arent sxe should just tag themselves up with what??
420 tattooed acroos the forehead.
no , it just really pisses me off that my sister is sxe.
i mean im glad shes not as fucked up in the head as i am.
but someday when were older at least,
i wanna fricken get drunk with her
cause thats what you do with you sister.
and then she goes and says shell never have a drop.
damn.
the whole reason she is sxe is becase of me.
all the shit that happened.
hahaha. the nervous silence.
and you will never know.
i guess i will go about my day now.
a sweet alnighter, i must say.
i will end this hateful straightedge dissing thing now
and go wake up my friends cause im a fucking hype
and do how we do, "We're only a Minor Threat."
oooooooh the irony of that R.I.P.
EVERY THING BELOW THIS IS POINTLESS
AND EVERYTHING ABOVE THIS IS POINTLESS
be random.
be fucking random.
thats what i hate about people.
boring fricken , not random people.
i have re-evaluted my life
in 2 days things are goin to cool it.
if you know what im tryin to say here.
i have to figure out my priorities.
dont you ever want to fricken scream at the top of your lungs "ahhhwhatthefuckisthepointofanything?theworldisfuckedtoshit.wereallgonnakilleachotherinthenuclearholocaust.thenwealldieforagodthatmightnotexistsoeverythingisfornothing!!"
i cant even get into that bible stuff.
it can seriously drive a person insane i have learned.
i
do
not
know
if i
can
make
it
to
calico
system
and
i
want
to
so
fucking
bad
ive
wanted
to
see
them
for
fucking
ever.
i
dont
give
a
fuck
if
you
think
they
are
fucking
cocksuckers
or
what
but
everyone
always
has
to
put
their
two
cents
in
on
music
so
they
are
cool
you know what i realized today.
that when i was 12 i worshipped the devil.
into witchcraft then.
fucken got a book called necronomican or something.
yeah dude. fucking devil shit.
man. so much. shit.
makes me think im goin to hell.
WHY I COULD GO TO HELL
a)that whole worshipping the devil thing, but i thought it was just a witchcraft thing,
b)when i was trippin on chemicals you'll never know in a cemetary. where people i know are fricken buried too, on top of it. and i mean trippin. trippin over my feet you know, when i walked.
C)when me and jenna were trippin in my basement and i gave her that cross
and told her to pray then it was thrown on the floor by me or something and i thought about "oh great now god hates me even more i just threw his fricken cross on the ground like a peice of fucking shit" and i just started thinking all of these trippy ass thoughts and felt like i was really talkin to god but he must have been fucking pissed. havin to deal which such a nutcase SINNER!!!!!
d)all those times when i said i didnt believe in god to be cool.
e)the times when i really didnt believe beceause of something.
F)i am a sinner
i never told you this but sometimes when the sun is rising i feel like i am in buffy the vampire slayer. or like lost boys!!!!!!!
"WHOS COFFEE IS THE ONE WITH THE SOAP"
"THATS THE ROOKIES"
"UGH WHY DID YOU PUT SOAP IN MY COFFEE"
"I GOT YOU GOOD YOU FUCKER!!!!"
i wish i could travel as fast as light.
you know what i sometimes hate about livejournal
the people who write every fricken single detail
and write the same thing every day
about their fricken boyfriend or girlfriend
i hope that i dont write about the same shit everyday
cause i try not too.
but you know, shits always the same.
i went to the porn shop tonight.
adult video on greenfield.
i dont care if i am so immature.
but i cannot help but laugh.
there are some crazy ass lookin people there.
and gross ass old sweaty guys lookin at their choice of porn.
ahhhh.
fricken sick fricken shit.
ok not too much longer till i take my sister to school.
its great.
mally the not so straight edge crazy person
and then my sister,
ali the straight edge crazy person
straight edge is fucking gay.
if you arent gonna do drugs or whatever, thats coooooool.
and if you dont wanna have sex till marraige cool.
n all the bullshit.
but fucking calling yourself straight edge is retarded.
all they are doing is setting themselves apart.
because normal people dont have something they are
"claiming to be" all because of things they dont do.
its just another fucking scene to belong to.
another way to stand out.
something to label yourself.
another trend to follow.
an easy way to avoid drugs and shit without just saying no.
but no, they take the easy way out and claim sxe.
and x is up.
alright. soooo people who arent sxe should just tag themselves up with what??
420 tattooed acroos the forehead.
no , it just really pisses me off that my sister is sxe.
i mean im glad shes not as fucked up in the head as i am.
but someday when were older at least,
i wanna fricken get drunk with her
cause thats what you do with you sister.
and then she goes and says shell never have a drop.
damn.
the whole reason she is sxe is becase of me.
all the shit that happened.
hahaha. the nervous silence.
and you will never know.
i guess i will go about my day now.
a sweet alnighter, i must say.
i will end this hateful straightedge dissing thing now
and go wake up my friends cause im a fucking hype
and do how we do, "We're only a Minor Threat."
oooooooh the irony of that R.I.P.