I'll wait for you. I cross my heart.

[bleedingthr0ugh]

I need you now, more than yesterday.

Just say that it's over, it's over and she's gone.
Now she's gone. Dont worry he said. She's not coming home.
It's over and she's gone.

I have so many awkward and uneasy feelings right now.
I don't know what to do. I want to keep it all inside.
I think I'm losing my mind. It's all becoming too much.
It's all too overwhelming for me. I feel so fragile and
helpless. I have so many expectations. I have so many
things I need to do. I have so many things to worry
about. I just want everything to go away, everything.
I've had too many thoughts about the past, the past of
which I regret and despise so much. In some ways I wish
I was there, altering certain things of course, having
things that mean most to me now with me, having things
I feel like I have lost back closer to me, and being
a lot closer to things that I should have considered
important instead of being selfish and reckless.

I can't make it on my own.
You know where my heart is.
Cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight.

I 'll probably be late.
I can see my time is running out.