DUUUUDEEEE
Im pulling an all nighter as a celebratory result of my unemployment!
or just cuz I couldn't sleep and dont really care
I think Im going to watch a movie or something, everyone else bailed out and Im not going to be bitch tits.
I dont really know how things are going for me right now as a whole
I find myself sometimes being pissed at everything, but pissed at nothing
mostly just at life in general and not particularly my own
it sounds really self centered, but what does that matter if you can still show respect and empathy for others? there are very few people I can actually identify with
the more I learn about life the more I become sick of it; indifferent and cynical.
Granted Im only 19, but I feel like a lot of unecessary things have emphasis; like searching for answers in man-made religions, following societal values, and pursuing "the way you're supposed to live your life"
the more I get deeper into my major at state the less fond I become of the idea of being a whore to corporate America
I should just deal drugs and contribute to our thriving black market economy which probably makes more than all other American corporations combined.
but all in all right now I think my life can most accurately be described as an empty house...
fundamentally lacking.
or just cuz I couldn't sleep and dont really care
I think Im going to watch a movie or something, everyone else bailed out and Im not going to be bitch tits.
I dont really know how things are going for me right now as a whole
I find myself sometimes being pissed at everything, but pissed at nothing
mostly just at life in general and not particularly my own
it sounds really self centered, but what does that matter if you can still show respect and empathy for others? there are very few people I can actually identify with
the more I learn about life the more I become sick of it; indifferent and cynical.
Granted Im only 19, but I feel like a lot of unecessary things have emphasis; like searching for answers in man-made religions, following societal values, and pursuing "the way you're supposed to live your life"
the more I get deeper into my major at state the less fond I become of the idea of being a whore to corporate America
I should just deal drugs and contribute to our thriving black market economy which probably makes more than all other American corporations combined.
but all in all right now I think my life can most accurately be described as an empty house...
fundamentally lacking.