Jan 07, 2004 00:11
When hell walks in the door
Your heavens lay shattered
No tears for remorse
My father taken by force
Taken by the free will inflicted unpon him
I see those stars, I cry to them
I see the gifts..but where is the bearer
His name I believe is fake
Those telephone calls with noone on the other side
We havnt said hello in so long
She cares too much too believe in what is wrong
I thank you, every friend, every foe
For making me who I am
I am lucky to have it, I deserve nothing better
I deserve everything lower, on your shoe
Below the heel, now you see but still cannot feel
The heart touched by a disguise
Told upon a bearer without his lies
Pack your suitcase cause were going home
Im coming for you, im tired of being alone
So it all slips by, I clentch my fist, restrain to try
You dont want it from me, not a present in return you need
You were buried before I ever knew
Father went away, who woulda knew
Hard to think of your last farewell
I cant remember one word, hidden under my shell
Crack me open and let me flourish into panic
They stalk above and take me like prey
Even though at heavens entrance
You'll be there wide open, waiting for an embrace
Then you'll see me fall through the trap door
As I fall your looking down to me
I touch my face and feel each tear you shed for me
They fall upon my face now your high above in another place
You sold her soul just to give me a chance
I wish I had faith, why didnt you tell me in advance
I guess the moment was special, but now im falling
Im going away, im slipping out of your fingertips
Im a big boy now, I'll make it on my own
Or will I see every corner with a corpse to match my pain
Dont wanna follow you down to a silent psalm
Now Smile
Think Of Everything We Had
You'll Never Get To Read This
You Should Feel So Special
Knowing I Still Loved You
Now, I Guess, I Look Away
Senocular With Gods Sight
I Went Down Father, I Went Down In The Fight
Dont Worry
No Need To Protect Me
Im Coming Home
Never Had A Place Called Home
I'll Reach Out
You'll Fade Away
Thats How God Intends It To Stay