forget everything you ever said
I'm in one of those rooms in the airport where you can go online, I had to pay 6 fucking $ for an hour but I just had to get on this shit and sort some things out.
Yesterday I got on and saw all this crap on here and it really disgusted me, hence, that is the reason that I didn't reply to any of those dumbass comments but I do thank the people who have had my back and supported me through this nonsence full of shit.
But man it is not over. My inbox is full of hate e-mails and shit like that. You know, the whole- get aids and die crap sorta thing- What has gotten over people omg. Do they have hate syndrome or some crap. Or maybe do they seriously love putting others down. Well fuckers, I haven't eaten in 2 days because of this crap.
I allready have to leave and see my dad who's fucking dying of a tumor and to top this off, leave with all this going on. Not to sound gay or anything but god damn it, it's fucking xmas. Are you trying to get someone to kill themselves with guilt? Fuck I'd never do that, but yes this has really messed me up.
But no, I don't regret this one bit, I wouldn't take back what I did in a million years. It happened, and I'm glad it did.
Anyways just right before I left, Lauren called me and you know what, that meant a lot to me. She apologized and I almost cried. I don't care what kyle or any other loser from northeast had to say to me or about me, you know, they can beleive what they want, call me what they want but lauren, I mean she was like, one of my best fucking friends, and to have to hear that, that person too had turned up against you, that really hurt a lot. But unlike any of you other dumbasses, she realized that this high school drama bullshit was nothing worth losing a friend over. -thank you-
[* Hey lauren, remember that day in math way in the beginning of the year when we still sat back there and you were really sad and down and you told me that you didn't beleive that you had any true friend and I told you that I'd take a bullet for you, well I meant that and I'm holding my promise *]
ah it is so cold in herrrrrre. Well since I'm done saying all that I had to say I guess I'll end my entry.
I will most def. be replying from france, so you can write and I'll comment back(if you're worth my time)
I'm in the mood so...MERRY XMAS FUCKERS!!!
♥
don't deny the frenchness
ali-
Yesterday I got on and saw all this crap on here and it really disgusted me, hence, that is the reason that I didn't reply to any of those dumbass comments but I do thank the people who have had my back and supported me through this nonsence full of shit.
But man it is not over. My inbox is full of hate e-mails and shit like that. You know, the whole- get aids and die crap sorta thing- What has gotten over people omg. Do they have hate syndrome or some crap. Or maybe do they seriously love putting others down. Well fuckers, I haven't eaten in 2 days because of this crap.
I allready have to leave and see my dad who's fucking dying of a tumor and to top this off, leave with all this going on. Not to sound gay or anything but god damn it, it's fucking xmas. Are you trying to get someone to kill themselves with guilt? Fuck I'd never do that, but yes this has really messed me up.
But no, I don't regret this one bit, I wouldn't take back what I did in a million years. It happened, and I'm glad it did.
Anyways just right before I left, Lauren called me and you know what, that meant a lot to me. She apologized and I almost cried. I don't care what kyle or any other loser from northeast had to say to me or about me, you know, they can beleive what they want, call me what they want but lauren, I mean she was like, one of my best fucking friends, and to have to hear that, that person too had turned up against you, that really hurt a lot. But unlike any of you other dumbasses, she realized that this high school drama bullshit was nothing worth losing a friend over. -thank you-
[* Hey lauren, remember that day in math way in the beginning of the year when we still sat back there and you were really sad and down and you told me that you didn't beleive that you had any true friend and I told you that I'd take a bullet for you, well I meant that and I'm holding my promise *]
ah it is so cold in herrrrrre. Well since I'm done saying all that I had to say I guess I'll end my entry.
I will most def. be replying from france, so you can write and I'll comment back(if you're worth my time)
I'm in the mood so...MERRY XMAS FUCKERS!!!
♥
don't deny the frenchness
ali-