Dream
I had a few dreams last night that really messed with my head. the first one i was at my old house in brookfield well it was my nana's house. well anyways my nana went out to do something i think she went to get food, but she didn't come back it seemed like for three days what that long i don't know so i started to freak, also my mom did even seem like she was part of my life. so ya i was freaking out and wanted to call her but i didn't know her cell number. so i was searching the boxes looking for paper work like a bill that would have the number on it but she shreaded all of her paper work. then i had a feeling like she didn't know where she was but then it changed like she was in an accident i woke up it freaked me out but i ended up just going back to sleep.
but the second one really freaked the shit out of me. again it was at my old house, and my brother had gotten in and accident where he borke his back which for some reason killed him, i think he was lifting something. some one said at least he didn't do it that way or he would have crushed his ankle i don't know how crushing your ankle could be worse then dieing. I could see his "ghost" in the hall way he had a backpack on like a hicker pac he was going somewhere he looked confused. he was a blue color why i don't know. but i couldn't stop crying like i was crying for a long time it also hurt more cause i think someone else i knew died no to long before him. but i ran up to him i just wanted to give him hug but i couldn't i just went right though. then we were outside and these people were setting up a sledding path but there was no snow the said mark would be the guide here. some how we decided to go sledding and climbed up the big hill i just wanted to sit in the sled with him and go down the hill like we did when we were kids thats all then i woke up. i was crying in my sleep i couldn't stop i felt like i really lost my brother i still get teary when i think about it. it was so real.
i made this picture to kida show what he was like in the dream...
but the second one really freaked the shit out of me. again it was at my old house, and my brother had gotten in and accident where he borke his back which for some reason killed him, i think he was lifting something. some one said at least he didn't do it that way or he would have crushed his ankle i don't know how crushing your ankle could be worse then dieing. I could see his "ghost" in the hall way he had a backpack on like a hicker pac he was going somewhere he looked confused. he was a blue color why i don't know. but i couldn't stop crying like i was crying for a long time it also hurt more cause i think someone else i knew died no to long before him. but i ran up to him i just wanted to give him hug but i couldn't i just went right though. then we were outside and these people were setting up a sledding path but there was no snow the said mark would be the guide here. some how we decided to go sledding and climbed up the big hill i just wanted to sit in the sled with him and go down the hill like we did when we were kids thats all then i woke up. i was crying in my sleep i couldn't stop i felt like i really lost my brother i still get teary when i think about it. it was so real.
i made this picture to kida show what he was like in the dream...