I'm addicted to your punishment and you're the master =P
School sucked. I had to deal with Amanda in 1st period. Gym was boring. Latin I got my quiz back and then had to take another one. (93!) Algebra was boring as well...got my homework done. Science finish lab. World History was long cuz i was leaving at the end.
I saw one of my therapist today. I didn't get any new meds...=( I have to see my other one on Monday's at 6 now. AGRH. I hate it.
"I got a bad liver and a broken heart. I look for comfort with you but I realize that you are tearing me apart. Help me, save me, tell me the end is near. I AM DONE WITH YOU!"--Papa Roach
hehe Matt's dad had a flat tire..and didn't change it and drove Matt home...lol...that makes me giggle. Speaking of Matt, he's probably going out with Crystal...-deeply sadden- I wrote him a note...I'm going to write him another night why he shouldn't go out with her. He's hurting me more than I will ever hurt myself if he goes out with her. (yeah, I think he reads this....)
"My weakness is I can't do much. Scars remind us that the past is real. I tear my heart just to feel. I can't help you fix yourself, but I at least I can say I tried. I GONNA MOVE ON!"--Papa Roach
I might be getting some new razors, and I have to find a new place to fucking hide them cuz everyone knows where I hide them (purse and journal) I can't believe Amanda hide them, and kept them! I'm soo pissed. I want them fucking back damnit. >.< r.a.z.o.r.s are my anti-drug.
"Scars are memories to me, they tell a story."
I fell asleep in a tank top last night. (got cuts on my arms) and I woke up right before my mom came to wake me up and I ran to bathroom. I'm soo lucky she didn't see. But I think she's getting the idea that I still cut. The books I have talking bout sh and me itching my wrist/arms alot. -sighs- oh well.
"It's never to late to live your life. Do or die. Now, its my time to help you out because you were always by my side. Without you I don't think I could have lived. You helped my dreams come true"
Can I ask anybody something? Why the hell is everyone being a fucking asshole to me? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO? I want my razors back..is that a crime? Is it crime that cutting is my fucking sanity? I'm asking more than something. I WANT ANSWERS DAMNIT.
Define true friends for me....wait no define friends.
that's all.
<3 Learning to live again <3