Don't Know What To Do, Looking For Love, Looking To Heaven Above
"Is it you I want, or just the notion of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around"
I just typed a shitload and I lost it all. WHAT THE FUCK!
Bomber's Game-Met up with Taylor and Amanda. Bought a ticket for Johnny. Saw Nick and his gf. Saw Jeremy, Ali, Kali, Ally, Brittney, Ben, Josh, Alyssa, Alyssa, KC, Sarah, Lila. It was pretty cool. We won!! 25-0! hehe. We fucking rule. I'm going to all home games. =)
After Bomber's Game-Went to my house got shit to sleep over Taylor's house. Got a kiss from Amanda. =D Hung out with Taylor, Lila, Amanda and Johnny. Taylor and Johnny went and fooled around, I bothered them. Almost got raped. (eek) Then I fll asleep on the bed and taylor and Johnny did shit on the same bed as I was sleeping (oh soo gross)
Morning-I came home around 10.30.
I'm probably gonna go to the mall, get a cd player, a cd or two, and maybe get my nails done. Depends on how much, how long, and if we do go to the mall.
Matt broke up with Billi yesturday after school =\ He wants to go out with this Crystal bitch. It's all about her and nobody else. If he dates her I don't plan on noticing him. I won't talk to him. Meh, when they 2 break up and he comes to me and said I was right, I'm not taking him back. No fucking way. Screw him.
Wow, I just said that...-sighs- and the world will go on.
I GOT FUCKING BITE MARKS UP AND DOWN MY ARM. Taylor, Lila, Johnny, and Amanda bites marks to be exact. =) It started as me asking Johnny to bite my wrist and drink my blood. Which he just nearly pierced the skin before I flipped out. Then Taylor bit me, then Lila, and then Amanda. Amanda bit the hardest.
Well, I need to take meds, shower, unpack, clean my room and convince my mom in letting me go to the mall. =(
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be
This broken day will come and go
Broken and battered with nothing to show
Could this be the better part of my life
Something to hold on to white knuckle tight
I wait for something
You gave me nothing
I wait for something real
Something real
In the air I hear the sound of your voice
Too many questions with no clear choice
On my mind are the clouds in your sky
Will they rain down on you the day that I shine
I'd get down on my knees
With open wrists begging please
Oh won't you be my angel of sweet nothing
All that was said about the feelings I've bled
I want to disappear
My peddled flower my finest hour I've
Grown so tired of living this life
--SOiL*Something Real--
<333 Send Me An Angel Right Now <333