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Why Can't Everyone Just Go Away!?!?!
I hate it..I hate how everyone has to get involed with my fights. Meh, can't you people understand, I can defend myself.
I hate myself. I hate how I am can fucked up enough to cut. I hate how I am so depressing. I hate how that no matter how hard I try to change, I will never ever be able to fully change. I'll still have urges to cut, urges to die.
I'm going for a rant right now. =\
.xX.It's been a while since I could stand on my own two feet, its been a while since I fucked things up.Xx.
My lj cut tag means everything....When I'm with that somebody my problem just disappear -sighs-
I hate how people bash other people because they use labels. I mean you are labeling us as you are bashing us. If that makes any sense. If I had to put "label" on me it would be goth.
There's so many things I hate in this world. I just hate how "friends" will always end up backstabbing you. I hate how you need somebody to feel some what alive. I hate how "friends" hurt you. I hate how people say they need you but they didn't know you since you were kids. "You were fine before you met me, I think you can live without me" I hate how I cut, just to feel alive. I hate how I have no one to hold me and tell me everything is going to be fine.
benny, just gave me a kiss to get better. :) I'm getting a lil bit better. I wish he was here...he's just like the best.
I want to cry my eyes out and pray that their relationship will fail on their own, and not have anyone ruin it...-sighs-
Save Me From Myself
I hate it..I hate how everyone has to get involed with my fights. Meh, can't you people understand, I can defend myself.
I hate myself. I hate how I am can fucked up enough to cut. I hate how I am so depressing. I hate how that no matter how hard I try to change, I will never ever be able to fully change. I'll still have urges to cut, urges to die.
I'm going for a rant right now. =\
.xX.It's been a while since I could stand on my own two feet, its been a while since I fucked things up.Xx.
My lj cut tag means everything....When I'm with that somebody my problem just disappear -sighs-
I hate how people bash other people because they use labels. I mean you are labeling us as you are bashing us. If that makes any sense. If I had to put "label" on me it would be goth.
There's so many things I hate in this world. I just hate how "friends" will always end up backstabbing you. I hate how you need somebody to feel some what alive. I hate how "friends" hurt you. I hate how people say they need you but they didn't know you since you were kids. "You were fine before you met me, I think you can live without me" I hate how I cut, just to feel alive. I hate how I have no one to hold me and tell me everything is going to be fine.
benny, just gave me a kiss to get better. :) I'm getting a lil bit better. I wish he was here...he's just like the best.
I want to cry my eyes out and pray that their relationship will fail on their own, and not have anyone ruin it...-sighs-
Save Me From Myself