i wish i could say oh well to everything and totally mean it...

[bleedingrain]

i feel like starting over, but i dont know how...
well, next year will be nice and new. but that's a ways off, and i dont know what i'll do through the summer. i feel like i'm just drifting really far from everyone that i'm friends with, and i dont know how to stop it. i just feel really closed off and distant. i dont want to be this way, but as much as i try, i cant stop. it's really starting to make things ultra drab. :(
i hate drab.
-tiger