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Like i was saying,
I cannot really dedicate myself to this anymore,
But for the sake of a permanent record.
I just got home from an at least half an hour walk around cronulla at 4am,
I dressed really weird and took one of my dogs. We lit some fires and slashed up some cars, including the soft top of some car, which i unleashed on and tried to get into.. We also found this animal, i dont know if it was a cat or a possum, but me and my dog inspected it thoroughly,
Rigor mortis was doing its thing, so it was like it was frozen. we stabbed it for a little while, and puppy released rage upon is lifeless body. And we both laughed at it. I threw it under someones car after i exposed its innards, half eaten by the doctors of death. We lit some fires too.
We were both paranoid as we saw deliveries being dropped off near the 5 star resteraunts and hid in the shadows.
youthinasia
today at work i spoke to all my girlfriends at work, older than my parents. And after woods i ignored girls with young nipples, while on the bus ride to cronulla, as trains arnt running. They said i had nice hair and i asked what they thought of regarding consentual rape.
I went to the bottle shop and bought 4 liters of quality white wine for less than what it costs for a chicken snitzel at my work. and an amstel and a heineken.
I m ade it home by 3pm and was drunk before half past threee.
I trolled 4chan with skill and professionalism, and made excellent terrortech music.. My new song is done soon, without deciding a name its going to be all about the violent rape and murder of a girl. I havnt really flexed my muscles as a degenerate mysonagistic pig with my strychnine material, so its about time. it sounds fantastic. Besides the evil musiic, there is a collage of girls screaming in terror which i got from many sources. Cause i had to find the right 'sound'.
not long after 8pm i was so drunk i had to sleep for a few hours.. waking up at 11pm I got drunk and finished off the rest of my stash.
At the moment I havnt been drug free for over 3 months.
On saturday infact, blake had his birthday. Besides indulging in everything weird and intoxicating, I did shots of absinth up my ass, besides this, I lived out a LIFE DREAM, which included doing lines of speed/EX in the shape of a swastika, pics on myspace.
I also managed to LOSE my mobile phone in my own house. Its been five days and i still cannot locate that fucking bastard.
But i dont mind. i dont like cellphones anyway..
I took the following day (sunday) off work, cause i wanted to - And went to a german beir cafe at fox studios instead, cause i can.
but besides this, for the past few weeks my life has consisted of clubbing/orgies/drug abuse.
But NOW me and steph are seriously saving for germany.
yesterday I followed a girl home.
In shorthand, I am living the dream.