here you go get to remembering
The bad side of suicide
Rest assure ill be watching wen you wake up from nightmares ill be right next to your bed post staring at your long back hair don’t be startled wen you see a knife sparkle from the street light I promise baby it wont touch your skin this time I see you shaking in your blankets don’t worry me im shaking too but im shaking with insanity from not laying next to you
Dont make me do wat I don’t have to
I made it through your front door no your locks cant keep me out
So now im looking for a knife to quiet the lies from your mouth
Im walking up to second
Where our pictures lined the walls
Ill line your hallways with my blood
Just like you lined my heart with untrue love
You can watch the blood drip from the tip of my face
So please watch these viens bleed
So you can see wat you’ve brought out in me
Ill grow weak
So ill hold your throat closed
I can see the blood in your eyes
For every scream that escapes
Ill cut deeper in to your face
Ill cut deeper into the black hole your heart should be placed
Now ill take this knife from my back
Cuz that’s the place u chose to stab
I wish u would’ve stabed my chest
But that’s only for the best of friends
So grab your neck and hold it tight
Hold it strong and you just might choke
Don’t try to breath the slightest breath
Grab the knife stick it in your chest
Did you even know what it meant
to be best friends
you got a lot to learn about tact
but even more to learn about stabbing
in the front instead of the back
Now do you like what you see?
You and me and well just bleed
I can heel my deepest wounds
But youll bleed till june
Is this what you meant
when u got what you wanted
Or is it just what you thought you needed
Do me a favor and take this Take this syringe
and fill it with poisonous liquids
stick it in your Wrist
and give me a poisonous kiss
Lets die together hand in hand and never think of the consequences,
cuz this is the only way I can help myself with this sickness
Im feeling violent to night
So eat your heart out
Misery is my new best friend
and Itll be like this until death
And ill smash my face into the mirror
And ill only see red maybe itll be clearer
You got wat you wanted
So feast your eyes on this
watch me bleed
Take this time to think of your regret
Watch to your hearts content
And spill your guts and blood soaked secrets
Lie still and wait rest assured its on its way
This is where the skin usually breaks
Its sad a one regret is all it takes
its so cold and alone
maybe things will be better when i get home
stlye and grace were never meant for this
so ill drive with best intentions
cigarettes arent doing the trick (any more)
this sickness is getting worse by the minute
i hope i can controll it
or hide it from myself well enough
to forget it
ill watch the blood rise
and wait for my lungs to collapse
exhale and fade away
im sorry i know its not much
i hope some day itll be enough
i apologize forgive the lies ive told in self defense
i meant no offense by i still know you see right thru me
a straight face of truthfull lies
i miss her god i hope i get to walk
dont let me down i know this forgiveness wont always be around
i know its no ones fault but mind
its all my fault
ill watch the blood rise
and wait for my lungs to collapse
exhale and fade away
im sorry
i never meant for this
im sorry
i never meant for tears
im sorry
i never meant for lies
im sorry
i never meant for regrets
im sorry
i never meant for broken promises
ill never seem to learn
Rest assure ill be watching wen you wake up from nightmares ill be right next to your bed post staring at your long back hair don’t be startled wen you see a knife sparkle from the street light I promise baby it wont touch your skin this time I see you shaking in your blankets don’t worry me im shaking too but im shaking with insanity from not laying next to you
Dont make me do wat I don’t have to
I made it through your front door no your locks cant keep me out
So now im looking for a knife to quiet the lies from your mouth
Im walking up to second
Where our pictures lined the walls
Ill line your hallways with my blood
Just like you lined my heart with untrue love
You can watch the blood drip from the tip of my face
So please watch these viens bleed
So you can see wat you’ve brought out in me
Ill grow weak
So ill hold your throat closed
I can see the blood in your eyes
For every scream that escapes
Ill cut deeper in to your face
Ill cut deeper into the black hole your heart should be placed
Now ill take this knife from my back
Cuz that’s the place u chose to stab
I wish u would’ve stabed my chest
But that’s only for the best of friends
So grab your neck and hold it tight
Hold it strong and you just might choke
Don’t try to breath the slightest breath
Grab the knife stick it in your chest
Did you even know what it meant
to be best friends
you got a lot to learn about tact
but even more to learn about stabbing
in the front instead of the back
Now do you like what you see?
You and me and well just bleed
I can heel my deepest wounds
But youll bleed till june
Is this what you meant
when u got what you wanted
Or is it just what you thought you needed
Do me a favor and take this Take this syringe
and fill it with poisonous liquids
stick it in your Wrist
and give me a poisonous kiss
Lets die together hand in hand and never think of the consequences,
cuz this is the only way I can help myself with this sickness
Im feeling violent to night
So eat your heart out
Misery is my new best friend
and Itll be like this until death
And ill smash my face into the mirror
And ill only see red maybe itll be clearer
You got wat you wanted
So feast your eyes on this
watch me bleed
Take this time to think of your regret
Watch to your hearts content
And spill your guts and blood soaked secrets
Lie still and wait rest assured its on its way
This is where the skin usually breaks
Its sad a one regret is all it takes
its so cold and alone
maybe things will be better when i get home
stlye and grace were never meant for this
so ill drive with best intentions
cigarettes arent doing the trick (any more)
this sickness is getting worse by the minute
i hope i can controll it
or hide it from myself well enough
to forget it
ill watch the blood rise
and wait for my lungs to collapse
exhale and fade away
im sorry i know its not much
i hope some day itll be enough
i apologize forgive the lies ive told in self defense
i meant no offense by i still know you see right thru me
a straight face of truthfull lies
i miss her god i hope i get to walk
dont let me down i know this forgiveness wont always be around
i know its no ones fault but mind
its all my fault
ill watch the blood rise
and wait for my lungs to collapse
exhale and fade away
im sorry
i never meant for this
im sorry
i never meant for tears
im sorry
i never meant for lies
im sorry
i never meant for regrets
im sorry
i never meant for broken promises
ill never seem to learn