hey guys

[bleedingice]

for some reason i am just very pissy today. alot of things are going wrong and alot of people are being a total b*tch. i feel like smacking half of the freshman class. i hope no one reading this thinks i am an a**. I barely saw my crush today, how sad. i am hoping to do something with my best jenny ferguson this weekend. speaking of jenny's: Jenny Fig. are you mad at me? when you came to my house on saturday to pick up your cd's you didn't seem very happy to see me. i would like you to know that the weekend we were supposed to do something i called your house twice and no one answered and i was invited to my cousin's house so i went. just thought you should know that. anyways. i went to Allison (or Liz) Brackett's party this weekend. it was so fun. it was at Dave and Busters. i had never been there before. when i walked in i thought it looked like it would turn into a strip club at five o'clock. i didn't completely hate Garett at the party. he was actually very funny. and david, liz's boyfriend, was really nice to me. i think liz bribed him. either way it doesn't matter to me. i really want to have a boyfriend. i know i have said that before and i haave already had one, but i want something more than what i had. sorry to say it, especially if he's reading it right now, but about 70% of the reason i got with him was because i sas horny. sorry to say it so bluntly. but now i want an actual relationship. or atleast someone to make out with. my crush would be nice. this is what i get for falling for a straight guy again. it will never happen.

sorry for the moody entry
love you all
wayne