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I am beyond confused right now.
I often think that everything I have ever wanted is exactly what I can't have.
I look at my past, and think about how much I felt for someone, & then I ponder why I still feel that way, & then;;
I look to the future and begin to feel again, and am usually bashed down by someone I care about.
Therefore I begin to wonder why I'm even here anymore, my past may be gone for good, and my future is being ripped to shreds.
Im afraid that soon, there will be nothing left of me, for it will all be trashed in a bitter sorrow of hopeful emotions, and feelings that I should have never felt,
for then I would not know the pain of heartbreak.
I often think that everything I have ever wanted is exactly what I can't have.
I look at my past, and think about how much I felt for someone, & then I ponder why I still feel that way, & then;;
I look to the future and begin to feel again, and am usually bashed down by someone I care about.
Therefore I begin to wonder why I'm even here anymore, my past may be gone for good, and my future is being ripped to shreds.
Im afraid that soon, there will be nothing left of me, for it will all be trashed in a bitter sorrow of hopeful emotions, and feelings that I should have never felt,
for then I would not know the pain of heartbreak.