Lost it all again.
Well, yeah just when one thing is working out for me it all seems to blow up in my face.
Marco started to talk shit about me and to lie about everything that happened in our relationship. He started to tell people that I said things I never did. And well, all the people I thought were friends turned around and started to hate me.
He lied about what Alex told me and supposedly everyone hasn't liked me ever since I started to hang out with Gaby again. I don't know what to believe.
I told him to stop by my house and I hit him. I just lost it, completely lost it. I kicked his car, pushed him up against it, and I pulled on his hair. I just couldn't help all the rage and hurt I felt at that moment.
To have him stand there and tell me that he never meant to cause this situation. How could he have not? He should have known every well that everything he was lying about would affect me in this way. When you tell people that someone is talking about them behind their backs and that the same person doesn't like them and what not what else could you expect.
I cried...I cried so much. I was shaking and I felt the loss hit me. It was a hurtful blow to my heart. All those people that I considered real true friends. All those people that I loved and cared about. IT hurts to see them all turn around and hate me. Hate me for someone who talked shit about them every chance he got. The same person who said that they'd never make it anywhere. This same person that thought they were all stupid and never wanted to hang out with them because he thought he was better than them.
It hurts because I defended them. I found out what was going on instead of eating up someones plate of poison. But instead of finding out what's really going on, they go ahead and eat up every damn word that he's been saying. And now, here I am.....
I got backstabbed by the people I believed to be my very close friends.
We're not in high school anymore guys. This whole gossip behind someones back thing is so juvenile. Everyone just needs to grow up.
I'm soo hurt you couldn't even imagine and still, even now, when I think too hard about it, I cry.
What can I do? This is life and it's cruel and unfair. I will get by and I will live.
Those who really matter have stuck by me. And in the end the ones who stick by you are the ones that are truly worth your tears. So much more worth it that they won't make you cry.
Marco started to talk shit about me and to lie about everything that happened in our relationship. He started to tell people that I said things I never did. And well, all the people I thought were friends turned around and started to hate me.
He lied about what Alex told me and supposedly everyone hasn't liked me ever since I started to hang out with Gaby again. I don't know what to believe.
I told him to stop by my house and I hit him. I just lost it, completely lost it. I kicked his car, pushed him up against it, and I pulled on his hair. I just couldn't help all the rage and hurt I felt at that moment.
To have him stand there and tell me that he never meant to cause this situation. How could he have not? He should have known every well that everything he was lying about would affect me in this way. When you tell people that someone is talking about them behind their backs and that the same person doesn't like them and what not what else could you expect.
I cried...I cried so much. I was shaking and I felt the loss hit me. It was a hurtful blow to my heart. All those people that I considered real true friends. All those people that I loved and cared about. IT hurts to see them all turn around and hate me. Hate me for someone who talked shit about them every chance he got. The same person who said that they'd never make it anywhere. This same person that thought they were all stupid and never wanted to hang out with them because he thought he was better than them.
It hurts because I defended them. I found out what was going on instead of eating up someones plate of poison. But instead of finding out what's really going on, they go ahead and eat up every damn word that he's been saying. And now, here I am.....
I got backstabbed by the people I believed to be my very close friends.
We're not in high school anymore guys. This whole gossip behind someones back thing is so juvenile. Everyone just needs to grow up.
I'm soo hurt you couldn't even imagine and still, even now, when I think too hard about it, I cry.
What can I do? This is life and it's cruel and unfair. I will get by and I will live.
Those who really matter have stuck by me. And in the end the ones who stick by you are the ones that are truly worth your tears. So much more worth it that they won't make you cry.