Life
In general every thing is fine I guess. I have my good moments and my bad. My desperate moments mixed in with the suffocation. You know just life. I've got it good, I guess, I mean I've stopped worrying so much about the "What if's?" and I'm trying to relearn how to just live in the moment. It hard, sometimes I feel like I'm not a kid anymore. I mean I've always been told I was very mature for my age, I never let it get to me before
But now it's killing my spirit
I start thinking about it and I really don't do much anymore. I haven't been getting much sleep either. I've been doing the tossing and turning till your body hurts and then finally at 3a.m. you kinda dose off for a bit. I look like satan blew fire in my face, my skins all dry because of the cold weather. It kinda sucks a lot I guess. lol. I guess I'm getting stressed again without really meanig to, but that's just life. I hate it when people say that "Well, that's just life." It's like blowing you off and telling you to suck it up. W.e.
I said a lot of nothing but some how it feels like it's enough.
PEACE
But now it's killing my spirit
I start thinking about it and I really don't do much anymore. I haven't been getting much sleep either. I've been doing the tossing and turning till your body hurts and then finally at 3a.m. you kinda dose off for a bit. I look like satan blew fire in my face, my skins all dry because of the cold weather. It kinda sucks a lot I guess. lol. I guess I'm getting stressed again without really meanig to, but that's just life. I hate it when people say that "Well, that's just life." It's like blowing you off and telling you to suck it up. W.e.
I said a lot of nothing but some how it feels like it's enough.
PEACE