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Well I've filed another police report against my stepdad because I have a few witnesses that he's done it to me and to my sister. Apparently my mom has told 4 women that she knew that he was molesting me and raping me the whole time but she stayed with him because he has money, and that she also thinks he's doing this to my sister. I hope to God, if there is one, that this time something happens! I'm so happy because Joe said that he'll go with me to the trials, if there are any, and that he'll support me and always love me no matter what. :) I'm so flipping lucky to have him! Hmmmm, school's going good, Amanda and I are almost back to where we used to be and that makes me very happy because she is and always has been and always will be my bestest friend in the whole wide everything! she's a great person. OMG! I love choir! anyways...Patrick won't leave me the fuck ALONE! he fucking cry's every God Damn second and he follows me everywhere, and some other stuff happened with him but that's between Joe and I. I don't know how to go about telling Patrick off cause everytime I try he starts crying like a mofo and then I feel terrible....hmmmmm. He fucking tore his arm apart, it looks like he peeled his skin off, or was in a really bad motor cycle accident and not wearing his leather coat. It's so gross! He told me it's my fault, which it probablly is but oh well. Hmmm, he scares me alot! I wish this font on this site would go smaller! >< It's big and ugly, I don't like it this way. Don't matter cause no one reads my xanga anyways......so fuck it! If anyone feels like bitching Patrick out here's his screen name DorkFirtyFree, there's a story behind that but it's kind of cruel so I'll tell you later.-lol- Hmmmm I think ima talk to Justin for a bit.....
Love ya'll,
Bethany Joy
Well I've filed another police report against my stepdad because I have a few witnesses that he's done it to me and to my sister. Apparently my mom has told 4 women that she knew that he was molesting me and raping me the whole time but she stayed with him because he has money, and that she also thinks he's doing this to my sister. I hope to God, if there is one, that this time something happens! I'm so happy because Joe said that he'll go with me to the trials, if there are any, and that he'll support me and always love me no matter what. :) I'm so flipping lucky to have him! Hmmmm, school's going good, Amanda and I are almost back to where we used to be and that makes me very happy because she is and always has been and always will be my bestest friend in the whole wide everything! she's a great person. OMG! I love choir! anyways...Patrick won't leave me the fuck ALONE! he fucking cry's every God Damn second and he follows me everywhere, and some other stuff happened with him but that's between Joe and I. I don't know how to go about telling Patrick off cause everytime I try he starts crying like a mofo and then I feel terrible....hmmmmm. He fucking tore his arm apart, it looks like he peeled his skin off, or was in a really bad motor cycle accident and not wearing his leather coat. It's so gross! He told me it's my fault, which it probablly is but oh well. Hmmm, he scares me alot! I wish this font on this site would go smaller! >< It's big and ugly, I don't like it this way. Don't matter cause no one reads my xanga anyways......so fuck it! If anyone feels like bitching Patrick out here's his screen name DorkFirtyFree, there's a story behind that but it's kind of cruel so I'll tell you later.-lol- Hmmmm I think ima talk to Justin for a bit.....
Love ya'll,
Bethany Joy